Tomi lu 🌻

sending this out into the 🌎


I had a friend.

my best friend in sixth grade

she called me Big Dod. 

We camped out, flirted with her older cousins, had sleep-overs, floated the river on innertubes, shopped the mall, and swam in her pool.

we lost touch

I looked her up in high school, after I had moved.

me–addicted shame bound blind

she–brave and alone had given birth 🚼.

I slimed her.  Completely lost my brown stuff.  When she came out to the 🚗 and told me about her baby.  I didn’t go in.  💔 NEVER even asked the baby’s name! 💔

I missed my chance

 to be a good friend

And to better know a brave girl. 🌻

I’m sorry

I’ve changed


I was wrong

The way I treated you

was about me

not you.

Forgive me. 🌻



Published by strawberry0043

i am married to my best friend. I love Jesus more than life. I have an autoimmune disorder. I have joyfully born five children and been pregnant with seven. I have a disabled child. I have a mentally ill family member who abused my child and lied about it. I have one prodigal child who I may never see again.💚 I enjoy dealing with life as it is, not as it should be.💚 I have been unhappily and happily married to one man since 1995 (thank heaven!) I want to encourage💚 share hope in my world💚 Remind us and equip us to live in this difficult century. 💚June 2020

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