Tag: spiritual warfare
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Parent guilt 😔 😟 🙁 😥 😞
The accuser likes to shame me about stuff I’ve done wrong with my DID. like leaving my son at the bank for two hours when he was ten and buying a gross of light bulbs across town before I woke up. Like losing my temper and shaking my daughter when she was in middle school […]
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Flashback nightmare
3 am. woke up in a cold sweat. I was there again. I hate this! straight to God and my youBible. Desperation is an excellent motivational force, I find. I am starting to heal, because even in my dream, I was starting to offer myself forgiveness. 🌼 🌸 🌻 🌹 🏵 🌼 🌸 🌻 🌹 […]
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Flashback nightmare
Shame and regret. Painful in a very poignant manner. 💔 I received forgiveness about these two traumatic events today I asked for and received the sprinkling of the blood of Jesus over these events. I ask for healing for me and my kids. I claim Isaiah 61 for our shame and trauma. I claim healing. […]
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Kicking b***, taking names
(from Day 15 of 21 of my first fast, re: unexplained depression) Derek Prince on YouTube. ** Old, wise, dead guy from WW II. Mr Prince said that a feeling of darkness or depression can be part of the spiritual warfare of a fast. See it as a good sign. It means that you are […]
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Living with mental health stuff
I was looking back through my notes about Q, wanting to give the people that i care about an update. A huge difference. God has brought my man on board. He has spoken to him about Q and his mental issues and how he can help. It’s making a huge difference. Q getting a diagnosis […]
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💰 where your 👄 is
I was freaked out about two of my adult children today. You see, I heard them fighting. I was hurrying out to protect my adult disabled daughter (the way no one had me when I was her age)… ****not to assume that she needed protecting (as I once had at her age.) ****(hmmm.note to self– […]
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