Tag: ritual abuse
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The Best. K T C.
Kindness thrift and common sense. #pioneerspirit I have been hard on my family. My family system has perpetrated and perpetuated great evil. Some of my people have done great evil. Especially my great grandfather McCoy. God have mercy. Selah. That’s a fact. However…I want to add a little BALANCE. I just woke up from a…
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Breakthrough
Looking through old blog entries, and I found this rough draft from right before I started fasting about my family. So I finished it and published it. You ever pray something and then get involved with other stuff and forget you prayed for that? I didn’t even know fasting was for normal-average-people-21st-century folks! I never…
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Silver lining 🌌
found another good thing which God hath accomplished by saying no ┗(•ˇ_ˇ•)―→ to my prayers for healing over the last ten years. There are things, you guys, which I have longed for in my marriage and parenting, and which no 👎 amount of good behavior, fasting, or constant prayer seemed to effect….. Drum roll please ….…
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I Remember 🌷
‘My people have been lost sheep; their shepherds have led them astray and caused them to roam on the mountains. They wandered over mountain and hill and forgot their own resting-place. Jeremiah 50:6 NIVUK https://bible.com/bible/113/jer.50.6.NIVUK
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Play to your weaknesses
God never wastes a hurt, right? I want to blog about putting my child in a mental hospital when she was nine. Ummmm… Big mistake Not what I thought. Not What my counselor thought. we thought it would be a safe place to get her started on meds and stabilized. Safe, it was NOT.…
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Flashback nightmares ⚡
Jesus. Thank you for this uncomfortable and debilitating mental problem. Holy Spirit help me to submit and learn from my stuff instead of wasting my energy fighting it. I intensely want Your comfort. My vision of myself and my life is broken. I am weary in every way. I need You God. I intensely want…
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🌻 self-hatred
This has been one of the strangest parts of my recovery. And The longest lived. I don’t think I am the only one. I don’t have to cut myself or do meth or some obviously malevolent action to express my ill wishes toward me. Though self-harm and drug use are real problems for some of…
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Flash back recovery
I went to sleep worried about my closely related offender, and feeling guilty for unfriending him. His life is so pathetic and sad! You know? It’s complicated when you grew up with your offender. I’ve always felt super responsible for this person. I know how bad it was for us growing up: I was there.…
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#truth
“People are like stained-glass windows. They sparkle and shine when the sun is out, but when the darkness sets in their true beauty is revealed only if there is light from within.” Elisabeth Kubler-Ross
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Overrated
My definition of an addiction: an activity\substance that you do instead of having a bad feeling.
reboot my ❤ 