I’m surprised we’re still here, aren’t you?
I have now listened to the Ps 121, Ps 37, Ps 18 and\or Rick Warren, Joyce Meyer, Beth Moore, RT Kendall, Steven Furtick and a bunch of other sermons and scripture.
Roughly 32 billion times.
Conclusion…we are going to make it guys.
strengthandcourage.That is what I am talking about.
I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. That’s in 2 Corinthians.
God is not going to overestimate my stress capacity. He’s got the specs…….
For my soul.
The Bible says “He formed my inward parts in the secret places” ps 139. That has got to include capacity indications.
Like I know how many corn dogs my kids will eat when I’m cooking. Like I know how much ⛽ to put in my car when I’m filling it.
I have to start by giving it to Jesus
asking for His help just to breathe.
I trust God.
He’s got the specs:
WILLPOWER IS AN OVERRATED PILE OF TROLL WEAVELS.
And I’ll stand on that.
- My Higher Power
- 12 Step group.
- Celebrate recovery.
- Working my program.
- I Peter 5:17.
That’s what has finally
after thirty years
with this bad boy.
I was telling my best friend\hubby person–
I suddenly realized.the other day….
it’s been 10 years
from my addiction du jour.
- There was a season
- when I did the CR meeting
- and 12 step group
- and personal inventory
Then we built the house and learned about that. Then I got really sick and tried to die. Still doing that one.
It sort of snuck up on me, you know?
#too busy living.
There was a time.
I remember it vividly.
When I told my counselor
I cannot live without this thing.I cannot imagine going even one day without this thing! 🌻
I have learned
how to have
a bad feeling
in a healthy way.
I am a free woman.