Tag: parenting after blowing it
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The end of a grief season
God has been working in my three youngest kids. I trust him with my two oldest prodigals. My health is a little better–im planning to get up soon. took a bed bath today. 🛁 getting over my broken bone. Getting over my broken heart.Encouraged. My relationships with my youngest daughter and twins, and hubby, have […]
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Parent guilt 😔 😟 🙁 😥 😞
The accuser likes to shame me about stuff I’ve done wrong with my DID. like leaving my son at the bank for two hours when he was ten and buying a gross of light bulbs across town before I woke up. Like losing my temper and shaking my daughter when she was in middle school […]
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Flashback nightmare
3 am. woke up in a cold sweat. I was there again. I hate this! straight to God and my youBible. Desperation is an excellent motivational force, I find. I am starting to heal, because even in my dream, I was starting to offer myself forgiveness. 🌼 🌸 🌻 🌹 🏵 🌼 🌸 🌻 🌹 […]
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Woman at the well
I heard a story from the BibleWhen I was just a little girlAbout a broken-hearted womanWho met the Savior of the world Thought it was just another storyOne that the preacher man would readBut as I’m sitting here at homeDrinking red wine all aloneI think that woman might be me ‘Cause tonight I feel just […]
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Don’t lose heart ♥
In your struggle against sin, you have not yet resisted to the point of throwing it all in–of no turning back, and have you forgotten the word of encouragement that addresses you as children? It says: My child, do not make light of the Lord’s discipline, and do not lose heart when he rebukes you […]
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Christmas 🎄 sucks sometimes
Well….Christmas is over Some of our kids didn’t call. No grandkid came. Three family fights. One major meltdown. Resentful sullen offspring. We got through it, glory to God. The thing about having kids is:Once you give birth, your heart is now OUTSIDE your body. God knows this. Look at what he said to Mary. Through […]
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Things to love 🍀 🍀🍀
Up grieving. So sad, this part of loving something. Don’t let this pain be wasted, God. K? And just please hold me now. 💐 I thank You for the following: Oranges, orange juice, orange zest for bread, marmalade-you just can taste the sunshine Baby plants, tiny and perfect and sweet Red poppies Fresh mozzarella Helping […]
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Rough Season– don’t you think?
I’m surprised we’re still here, aren’t you? I have now listened to the Ps 121, Ps 37, Ps 18 and\or Rick Warren, Joyce Meyer, Beth Moore, RT Kendall, Steven Furtick and a bunch of other sermons and scripture. Roughly 32 billion times. Conclusion…we are going to make it guys. strengthandcourage.That is what I am talking […]
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