Tag: nightmares
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I Remember 🌷
‘My people have been lost sheep; their shepherds have led them astray and caused them to roam on the mountains. They wandered over mountain and hill and forgot their own resting-place. Jeremiah 50:6 NIVUK https://bible.com/bible/113/jer.50.6.NIVUK
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Big Bad Mamma Jamma
Trauma vs. Faith thinking. I am scared tonight. It is 3 am and my stomach is knotted with fear. Something wicked happened deep in the bosom of my family. and I’m not sure how to get over it. (Jesus, will I ever get over it?) Freaked out:. 😨 Aaaaaaahhhh! I am so grateful tonight… 1. […]
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Flash back recovery
I went to sleep worried about my closely related offender, and feeling guilty for unfriending him. His life is so pathetic and sad! You know? It’s complicated when you grew up with your offender. I’ve always felt super responsible for this person. I know how bad it was for us growing up: I was there. […]
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Blogs ROCK 🎸pretty much
first, I have been walking through the hardest time I’ve ever known the last ten years or so. Ugh. I feel like Mrs Job sometimes! So many tears and sleepless flashback-ey nights (is that a word?) and lonely achey broken-heart and whatnot. You know the drill. I got so desperate that I had to start […]
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Suicidal
One of the parts of my illnesses–that I am getting better and better at fighting— is wanting to take my own life— *Wanting the pain to stop. *Wanting to quit this long distance life-race. *Wanting to decide__God-like__that I have suffered “enough” and I am going to kill myself. *Wanting to take my life into my […]
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Reboot my heart
Perfect love casts out fear Flashback nightmare. Oh my socks my friend! Have you ever woke up and been giddy with relief that what you just dreamed was only a dream? Whew. Not gonna lie—At first I felt scared, vulnerable, overwhelmed and a bit nauseated. But then I had a chance to remind myself […]
reboot my ❤ 