Rough Season– don’t you think?

 I’m surprised we’re still here, aren’t you?

I have now listened to the Ps 121, Ps 37, Ps 18 and\or Rick Warren, Joyce Meyer, Beth Moore, RT Kendall, Steven Furtick and a bunch of other sermons and scripture.

Roughly 32 billion times.

i love 💕 it

Conclusion…we are going to make it guys. 

strengthandcourage.That is what I am talking about.

I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. That’s in 2 Corinthians.


God is not going to overestimate my stress capacity.  He’s got the specs…….

For my soul.

The Bible says “He formed my inward parts in the secret places”  ps 139.  That has got to include capacity indications.

Like I know how many corn dogs my kids will eat when I’m cooking. Like I know how much ⛽ to put in my car when I’m filling it.

I have to start by giving it to Jesus

asking for His help just to breathe.

trust God.

He’s got the specs:


Hubby 💖 invited me to join him

in a study on the Advent at Youversion.

first time we’ve done something like that–im usually the one who wants to do stuff. He’s been more laid back in the past.

(Just want to keep it real, folks.)

I’m pretty sure that my formidable feminine competence is shooting me in the foot with that. Both of us have been to blame for our mostly matriarchal (in the first fifteen years or so) home.

He’s been scared to lead


I’ve been

too scared and ticked off to let him. You know?


so this is another gift 🎁 that my long-term illness is giving us.

It’s working out great!

I’m just grateful; just right now. Quietly and ecstatically.

Jesus went through a lot for us. A lot. The three\one of them were setting this up for ever. Starting in Genesis 3.

 He is the Lamb slain from the foundations of the world, right?

For me.

For everyone.

So we don’t have to do this alone.

And ’cause He’s just like that. 💕

A thousand years 🌻

God gave me this song when I was really low and vulnerable ten or so years ago.  Before I got my diagnosis.  Seven years?  Whenever this movie was popular.

I’ve never forgotten what He said in my spirit.

Or how it felt.

We love You back, God.  So truly. So sweetly.

Thank You for being so cool about all this messy life stuff.

 You are the most incredible person I’ve ever come in contact with and I love You.  🌻💕🌻

Dawn by my daughter’s house. 🌷