Tag: forgiving myself

• Relapse part 4: self-forgiveness

  Self forgiveness. It’s a lot harder than forgiving one’s own perpetrators, don’t you think? Forgiving myself Has come down to a bald choice for me.  I have all the power. I can refuse myself forgiveness. Or not. It seems like it should be easier than it is  Because I am not directly to blame… because I […]

  strawberry0043

  July 8, 2021

  recovery

  child abandonment, child abuse, child neglect, Christian life, Forgiving a perpetrator, Forgiving God, forgiving myself, Grieving

• Guilt: parenting prodigals

  Hezekiah (good king) vs Manassah (creep) My closely related offender (raging addicted pedophile)  vs me (following Jesus, healed, becoming healthy) My children (some are here, some are gone 💔) People have choices No matter where they are

  strawberry0043

  June 6, 2021

  recovery

  12 steps, Christian life, conflicts, dysfunctional family, forgiving an offender, forgiving myself, generational healing, making peace, parenting prodigals

• I’ve done it!

  self Forgiveness: The hamster is out of his wheel: Now i learn to walk.

  strawberry0043

  June 3, 2021

  recovery

  dysfunctional family, forgiving myself, Mental illness, parent guilt, SRA addiction abuse

• Rough Season– don’t you think?

  

   I’m surprised we’re still here, aren’t you? I have now listened to the Ps 121, Ps 37, Ps 18 and\or Rick Warren, Joyce Meyer, Beth Moore, RT Kendall, Steven Furtick and a bunch of other sermons and scripture. Roughly 32 billion times. Conclusion…we are going to make it guys.  strengthandcourage.That is what I am talking […]

  strawberry0043

  April 4, 2021

  attitude, Christian life

  12 steps, 2021, Accepting tragedy, amends, attitude adjustment, Autoimmune stuff, be the thing I want to find, Bible, Bible trials, child abuse, Childhood trauma, church hurts and healing, coping, Coronavirus, counseling, courage, dealing with tragedy, death of it prodigal child, death of or prodigal child, depression, Difficult marriage, Dysfunctional families, dysfunctional family; Nitty-gritty, encouraging mySELF, faith, family, Family ostracism, forgiving an offender, forgiving myself, grief, Guilty, healing, hearing 👂from God, heart problems, hope, interrupted, issues, Jesus is a boss, learning to be kind to myself, life as it is, loneliness, longing, loss, love, Low self-esteem, making peace; dysfunctional family; grief;rejection;fear, Mental illness, mercy, midlife issues, millennial issues, millennial parenting, Modern parenting, mothering issues, mothering mistakes, MS; making peace; dysfunctional family; grief; terminal illness;rejection;fear, negative experiences, neglect or abuse, One income in a two income economy, overachiever, pacemaker, parenting adult kids, parenting after blowing it, parenting millineals, perfectionism, personality types, Philippians 2, Philippians 4:8, prodigals, quarantine, racial tension, rape, Recovery thankful renew your mind, refreshment, religious abuse, renew your mind, Repentance

• Flip side 🌻🌷🌻

  https://bible.com/bible/113/pro.12.18.NIVUK I found it! Another thing that getting sick for years has given me. At long last: the gift of silence Golden, beautiful Perfectly beneficial Exactly timed When I was a young woman, I was reckless and unstoppable with my words. Bull in a china shop. It served me well. “Well, it’s TRUE” was my […]

  strawberry0043

  February 19, 2021

  recovery

  can’t be silent, Christian life, embrace change, forgiving myself, living with child abuse, making peace, truth telling