Tag: flashbacks
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Flashback nightmares ⚡
Jesus. Thank you for this uncomfortable and debilitating mental problem. Holy Spirit help me to submit and learn from my stuff instead of wasting my energy fighting it. I intensely want Your comfort. My vision of myself and my life is broken. I am weary in every way. I need You God. I intensely want […]
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Flash back recovery
I went to sleep worried about my closely related offender, and feeling guilty for unfriending him. His life is so pathetic and sad! You know? It’s complicated when you grew up with your offender. I’ve always felt super responsible for this person. I know how bad it was for us growing up: I was there. […]
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A thousand years 🌻
God gave me this song when I was really low and vulnerable ten or so years ago. Before I got my diagnosis. Seven years? Whenever this movie was popular. I’ve never forgotten what He said in my spirit. Or how it felt. We love You back, God. So truly. So sweetly. Thank You for being […]
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Blogs ROCK 🎸pretty much
first, I have been walking through the hardest time I’ve ever known the last ten years or so. Ugh. I feel like Mrs Job sometimes! So many tears and sleepless flashback-ey nights (is that a word?) and lonely achey broken-heart and whatnot. You know the drill. I got so desperate that I had to start […]
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Superheroes
Put on the full armour of God, so that you can take your stand against the devil’s schemes. For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms. https://bible.com/bible/113/eph.6.11-18.NIVUK
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Nona nails it
“Lord, I have so much to be grateful for despite the past disappointments and pain I’ve experienced. Thank you for giving me beauty in my life and helping me to focus on what I have, not what I lack. Amen.” -N Jones Reading about Victor Frankl in my YouVersion devo by Nona Jones. So helpful! […]
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Reboot my heart
-Sunshine through leaves…green and gold dapples -quiet country gravel lanes -internet sermons on autoplay -bagged Asian salad with crunchy noodle thingies -being firm but kind to bill collectors or phone salespeople…they have to feed their families too. Not their fault they have a sucky job. -brushing my dog -watching my cat hunting outside. Graceful and […]
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Math teacher
Math was ALWAYS hard for me: too left-brained for my piano playing, wonder woman watching, artistic self. Enter sandy-haired, intense, Mr. Gunther, with his handle bar mustaches and his piercing gaze. I remember Mr Gunther being short (but then everyone seemed short at almost 6foot.) And when he spoke, I was occasionally surprised that he […]
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