Door of hope

If, through the process of healing and growth, you have found yourself in that in-between place that feels like an abyss, understand that He is the pro at restoring the years you feel have been lost. Don’t try to construct a spaceship to get you back to earth as quickly as possible. Most of usContinue reading “Door of hope”

Stand still 🌷👒🌻

​We frequently don’t know what to do; nevertheless, [the world, the devil, or the flesh] pressures us for answers that we don’t have. [They try] to make us believe it is our responsibility to solve our problems  when the Word of God clearly states  that our job as believers  is to believe —not solve our problems.  WeContinue reading “Stand still 🌷👒🌻”

Rough Season– don’t you think?

 I’m surprised we’re still here, aren’t you? I have now listened to the Ps 121, Ps 37, Ps 18 and\or Rick Warren, Joyce Meyer, Beth Moore, RT Kendall, Steven Furtick and a bunch of other sermons and scripture. Roughly 32 billion times. Conclusion…we are going to make it guys.  strengthandcourage.That is what I am talkingContinue reading “Rough Season– don’t you think?”

Shipwreck 🌻🌷🌻

I was just telling God I can’t do this. If Dillon leaves our marriage, I cannot go on. And I won’t blame him. This illness is gnarly. My body is capsizing on me. Sometimes a person just can’t anymore, I guess. (Not that he actually said that: that was just the fear I was facingContinue reading “Shipwreck 🌻🌷🌻”

Find it.

Jesus. All this apocalyptic stuff has made me cranky and self focused. Give me a chance to do good in my world today. Just something small but valuable. Like a pearl. Show me. Help me look outside my anxious concerns. See a way to surprise us all, not least myself, with wonderful-ness.

Toxic relationship

God–“I’m telling you to back out semi-permanently. Do you think my arm is too short to save him so you must come in and take over? Obey, girl. You are getting in the way of my plans for him. I got this. You mind your own beeswax.”

A thousand years 🌻

God gave me this song when I was really low and vulnerable ten or so years ago.  Before I got my diagnosis.  Seven years?  Whenever this movie was popular. I’ve never forgotten what He said in my spirit. Or how it felt. We love You back, God.  So truly. So sweetly. Thank You for beingContinue reading “A thousand years 🌻”