Tag: Disassociative Identity Disorder

• “Joyce Meyer 2022💕The Precious Message For All Women Today💕Enjoying Everyday Life” on YouTube

  When God says no. I’ve been sick for ten years. I’ve prayed my guts out, but God has not healed me. I just kept getting sicker and sicker. He told me (however that works but he has no trouble getting his point across, does He?) That GETTING SICK… IS… YOUR HEALING. my husband just had […]

  strawberry0043

  May 11, 2022

  Christian life, chronic illness

  abuse survivors, attitude adjustment ❤ coping, Autoimmune stuff, ❤prayer, Disappointment with God, Disassociative Identity Disorder, discipline, heart problems, Life with a pacemaker

• Loneliness 🌼

  I want to be a deep spirited friend to the people in my life. I’ve learned early (like preverbal) that I could not count on anyone. Therefore: I’ve tended to be deeply lonely. (Instructive thought) Jesus has answered that need finally ( well I let Him answer that need finally ) now that I’m 50. […]

  strawberry0043

  May 1, 2022

  mental health recovery, S.R.A. And D.I.D. Recovery

  abuse survivors, Abusers, Accepting tragedy, addiction, Anxiety, attitude, autoimmune disease, ❤prayer, be free, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, Childhood trauma, children who are abused, Christian life, chronic illness, church hurts and healing, community, CR, developmental gaps, Disabled and mentally ill, Disassociative Identity Disorder, divorce recovery, Dysfunctional families, early modelling, Emotional healing, encourage mySELF, family, fasting with prayer, loneliness

• “Joyce Meyer | Code Orange Revival | Elevation Church” on YouTube

  Remember this?  It showed up in my feed tonight.   Because God knew I was starting to get discouraged because this trial is getting so looooooong.  Food for my SOUL.  Praise You Yahweh.   ❤   I’ll stay under it and learn obedience from what I suffer.  Just like Jesus. I love you dears.  So truly.  So […]

  strawberry0043

  April 17, 2022

  recovery

  autoimmune disease, ❤prayer, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, Beauty, DID PTSD flashbacks mental health, difficult marriage. making peace, Disassociative Identity Disorder, discipline, dysfunctional family; Nitty-gritty

• Anxiety

  Woke up in a funk. Discombobulated. Ugh. Went to my Youversion to have my devotions . I’m doing a study on anxiety.

  strawberry0043

  March 18, 2022

  autoimmune disease, chronic illness, flash back recovery

  Anxiety, autoimmune disease, ❤prayer, Bible trials, death of or prodigal child, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans, Disassociative Identity Disorder, parent guilt

• I made it through Halloween! Well…WE made it with God’s help. Sooo many people praying. Thank you Lord. I’m making new harvest memories around this holiday. It’s not just the SRA yuckiness anymore. Those memories are part of who I am and I accept them. But they’re NOT ALL OF who I am. I’m reclaiming this day for Jesus. #bethethingiwishihad #reframeitThanks you guys. I could not have done it without ya . #bethechurch

  strawberry0043

  November 6, 2021

  recovery

  ❤prayer, Childhood trauma, Christian life, church hurts and healing, community, Disassociative Identity Disorder, early modelling, Emotional healing, SRA addiction abuse

• Instead of 🌹

  Isaiah 61:1-7 “…To bestow on them a crown of beauty instead of ashes The oil of joy instead of mourning And a garment of praise instead of a spirit of despair…”

  strawberry0043

  August 21, 2021

  recovery

  Disabled and mentally ill, Disassociative Identity Disorder, divorce recovery, Dysfunctional families, Emotional healing, encourage mySELF, Enduring hardship, MS; making peace; dysfunctional family; grief; terminal illness;rejection;fear

• Flashback nightmare: recovery 4-1-1

  

  Just Woke Up. Heart racing. Breathing shallow. Palms clammy. It was so real! Go potty. Get a drink. Move slowly and carefully. Pray. Frontal attack. FatherGod, I ask in the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth God come in the flesh for Your angels to inspect the canopy over my house. Please remove any unclean […]

  strawberry0043

  June 12, 2020

  recovery

  12 step, Anxiety, Christian life, Coronavirus, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans isues, Disassociative Identity Disorder, healing, holiness, Mental illness

• FACTUALLY

  Think about such things. Philippians 4:8 Woke up hurting over our prodigal. Early morning waking. Normal part of rethinking a trauma. 🌻 Super fun. 😬 frozen smile This verse instructs me. There’s things that are yucky. Nothing I do will change that. 💔 But I can control how I think about them. I want You […]

  strawberry0043

  April 28, 2020

  recovery

  12 steps, DID, Disassociative Identity Disorder, grief, loss, Mental illness, millineal parenting, prodigal sons, PTSD, recovery

• Things to love

  ☕birthday cake 🎂 🍵Audible books ☕comfy sweatshirts 🍵smell of new-mown grass ☕cooking holiday feasts 🍵hot cocoa with three marshmallows ☕hanging out with the dogs 🍵cozy mysteries ☕Earl Grey, hot 🍵rearranging the furniture ☕Galaxy Quest 🍵chore charts ☕talking to my Auntie 🍵 onimatopea: Splash! Crack! Slither! ☕Beach combing 🍵Baby plants. Leaflets, I think they’re called? ☕Sidewalk […]

  strawberry0043

  April 21, 2020

  recovery

  Christian life, Coronavirus, Covid19, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, Disassociative Identity Disorder, dysfunctional family, Philippians 4:8, sanctification

• Close 🌻

  But you, Lord , do not be far from me. You are my strength; come quickly to help me. From you comes the theme of my praise in the great assembly; before those who fear you I will fulfil my vows. Psalms 22:19‭, ‬25 NIVUK https://bible.com/bible/113/psa.22.19-25.NIVUK

  strawberry0043

  April 16, 2020

  recovery

  12 steps, autoimmune disease, Christian life, Disassociative Identity Disorder, grief, holiness, making peace, marriage