Tag: Disassociative Identity Disorder
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Flashback nightmare 😳
I just woke up from a nightmare. Went straight to Jesus. Yikes! Prayed 🙏 read 📚 asked small group or hubby to pray. Wednesday April 12th, 2023. Listed everything I did or that was done to me from my dream. That’s what these flashback nightmares are for, right? So I can do business with God…
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Good grief
four o’clock – because I just had the worst flashback nightmare of the last 6 months, I am up. I trying to put myself back together quietly. (My family is asleep, like normal folk.) I have DID. I have been to so many therapists! Trying to figure out what is wrong with me and then…
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Warrior reflections💐
Being sick has been a “severe mercy ” for me. That’s from a book title that I saw when I was reading AGrief Observed by CS Lewis. My body grows weaker and more puny, while my spirit has just keeps getting stronger and better! Like Joni Earekson Tada. Or Keanu Reeves. Or WonderWoman. #bethethingiwishihad…
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Woman at the well
I heard a story from the BibleWhen I was just a little girlAbout a broken-hearted womanWho met the Savior of the world Thought it was just another storyOne that the preacher man would readBut as I’m sitting here at homeDrinking red wine all aloneI think that woman might be me ‘Cause tonight I feel just…
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Looooooong
This trial is getting looong!! Ten years of getting sicker and sicker. MS And heart condition and prodigal children and finances crunching because I can’t help. (Hold on. Not all negative….enough of that out there: am I right?) I’m going to reboot. #overcomeevilwithgood And now I broke my leg and im stuck in bed for…
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Battlefield of the Mind– mama Joyce
Oh My SOCKS. I never saw my nightmares as a key to a stronghold in my mind before. I feel empowered! Here’s the scripture in Isaiah 61 that I will use to target those nightmares: 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 Instead of their shame, my people will receive a double…
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“Joyce Meyer 2022💕The Precious Message For All Women Today💕Enjoying Everyday Life” on YouTube
When God says no. I’ve been sick for ten years. I’ve prayed my guts out, but God has not healed me. I just kept getting sicker and sicker. He told me (however that works but he has no trouble getting his point across, does He?) That GETTING SICK… IS… YOUR HEALING. my husband just had…
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Loneliness 🌼
I want to be a deep spirited friend to the people in my life. I’ve learned early (like preverbal) that I could not count on anyone. Therefore: I’ve tended to be deeply lonely. (Instructive thought) Jesus has answered that need finally ( well I let Him answer that need finally ) now that I’m 50.…