Tag: DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health
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safe in Your arms
flashback nightmare last night. Graphic. Frightening. discombobulating. Father thank you for my scars. I dont want to be a light weight. #bethethingiwishihad thank you that nothing is so ugly or evil that you cannot use it for good. you re my refuge.
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Insomnia
Yeah. It’s 3fudgsiclesAM. Yeah. I’m still up dealing with my sh**takimushrooms. Listening to my hubby snore for six HOURS and feeling so tired I could cry. But can I shut my body down and go to sleeeeeep???? Nope. Searching the net for encouragement, I found the following sermon, which totally read. My. Friggin`. Mail. “Joyce […]
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Loneliness 💐
My connector is broken. I’m alone. Nope. Let’s Reframe that. I’m learning new skills. My illness makes/lets me be alone alot. My girlfriends must go on without me. If I wasn’t sick, I’d be right there with them too. It’s nobody’s fault. They’re still good people. Sometimes I get to see them, and it’s like […]
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Reboot my ❤
New memories. Flashback nightmare last night. Father I need a refuge right now. A safe, protected place, where I can sleep and eat and rest Then go back and fight. You are my bunker. My bivouac. (Sp?) My safe place. My good jou jou. Hide me under your wings for a little. Don’t let me […]
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Different 🌼
There is not in the world a kind of life more sweet and delightful than that of a continual conversation with God.~ Brother Lawrence My dad was a negative, impatient person. He had a personality disorder, i think, looking back. This fact has colored how I relate to God; i was reminded of this during […]
reboot my ❤ 