DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health

Bored and lonely or best thing?

So thankful for this teaching! Bed bound with my heart and an autoimmune disease. Best thing to ever happen to me! Thankful that I have time to listen and learn. JESUS I trust You. You rock. https://youtu.be/JtqndTJWaDo. Derek Prince teaches. 25 min-ish

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February 27, 2023

recovery

attitude adjustment ❤ coping, CPTSD, dealing with tragedy, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, difficult marriage. making peace, insomnia

monkey giblets🐒

I was so discouraged and disheartened 😔 😩 😫 this a.m.! You know? Bedbound, reduced circumstances, family problems, CPTSD, parenting regrets….you know the drill. I mean with your own stuff. Sucks monkey giblets, don’t it. There this sermon was in my feed. I love the YouTube algorithm at times. It reads my mail. Just teasing…I’m…

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January 15, 2023

DID, PTSD

911 thankful, abuse survivors, apostle Paul, Autoimmune stuff, bad dreams, battle fatigue, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, CPTSD, death of or prodigal child, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, parenting adult special needs, perseverance

Good grief

four o’clock – because I just had the worst flashback nightmare of the last 6 months, I am up. I trying to put myself back together quietly. (My family is asleep, like normal folk.) I have DID. I have been to so many therapists! Trying to figure out what is wrong with me and then…

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January 8, 2023

recovery

abuse survivors, addiction and mental illness, ❤prayer, can’t be silent, childhoodtrauma, dark night of the soul, dealing with tragedy, DID or PTSD, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, Disassociative Identity Disorder

I know but I’m not nervous

This sermon changed my life. GOD did that.

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December 18, 2022

church hurts and healing

#bethechurch, #villagemindset, attitude adjustment ❤ coping, autoimmune disease, be the thing I want to find, Bible, Christian life, church hurts and healing, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, difficult marriage. making peace, Disabled and mentally ill, Disappointment with God, Disassociative Identity Disorder, dysfunctional family; Nitty-gritty, encouraging mySELF

Preparation 💐

3.3.22. TBN. Interview with Priscilla Shirer — reading the comments afterward… “don’t go backwards. That’s what the enemy wants you to do. Your future will be greater than your past. Your past was just preparation for your future. I am with you. Keep moving forward. Things are better for you up ahead.” –online friend Onye…

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October 30, 2022

future, prophetic word,, recovery

dark night of the soul, dealing with tragedy, death of or prodigal child, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, Difficult marriage, early morning waking, Emotional healing, encouragement, exhaustion, Family ostracism, incontinence autoimmune disease, Jeremiah 29:11

Alone?

Flashback nightmare last night. Yikes! These dreams make me feel so alone. Why is that? Thousands of veterans and childhood/trauma survivors or car accidents/domestic violence/ fire and catastrophe survivors/ sexual assault survivors—they can all have flashbacks as well. Verse. Just a sec… I am alone….Sort of….in the lowest and highest moments of my life —…

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October 23, 2022

recovery

12 steps, abuse survivors, ❤prayer, be the thing I want to find, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health

Flashback nightmare last night

Jesus You were there. Thank you for giving me the courage to go there now. I trust You. Restore the years that the locust have eaten like You promised in the book of Joel. Thank you for forgiveness and healing for the Hallmark store thing. I receive it. You’re my only hope.

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July 9, 2022

mental health recovery, nightmares

Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, DID or PTSD, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, Emotional healing, generational healing, new memories, SRA addiction abuse