Tag: depression

• Wholesome pleasures

  I’m learning how to make other choices than food at least every other time ifeel bad.  Pet an animal.  Hug.  Cook. Snuggle.  the marriage (yay rah!) bed. Sunshine.  Candle.  Aromatherapy.   Bible.  Sermon. Nap.  Get warm (and there’s more in that than I thought) 80s music. Encouraging someone else. work on my blog

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  May 25, 2022

  recovery

  12 steps, 911 thankful, abstinence, abuse survivors, addiction, chronic illness, depression, DID PTSD flashbacks mental health, energy change

• “Max Lucado 2022 Always Pray and Never Lose Hope” on YouTube

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  May 6, 2022

  modern life

  abide in Christ, coping, corona virus, courage, depression, DID PTSD flashbacks mental health, dysfunctional family; Nitty-gritty, finding hope, finding peace, FOCUS, freedom, fruit of the Spirit

• Good fast

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  October 10, 2021

  recovery

  Childhood trauma, Christian life, chronic illness, church hurts and healing, community, death of or prodigal child, decisions, Deliverance, depression, Destiny, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans

• Plan for weakness 💐

  I figured it out: Why I miss whole…chunks…of…time regarding planned activities: I just now did it again; and this time I was watching 👀. Background info: Yesterday was a terrible health day: I was at Defcon 5 all day with a migraine. I tried everything and finally won. I was praying alllll day just to…

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  September 8, 2021

  chronic pain

  attitude adjustment, Autoimmune stuff, Bible trials, Christian life, chronic illness, depression, Disabled and mentally ill, self-acceptance

• It had to happen

  Inevitable. Hubby and I were on a date, and there she was ~ our son`s new mom. 💔 Our son might have been there too; we don’t know. He’s in college somewhere, I think. Maybe he went back to the car when he saw us; maybe we could have seen him. We just don’t know.…

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  August 21, 2021

  death of or prodigal child

  Accepting tragedy, child abandonment, child abuse, Childhood trauma, Christian life, depression, divorce, dysfunctional family; Nitty-gritty, grief, life after rejection, seeing my ex for the first time

• Rough Season– don’t you think?

  

   I’m surprised we’re still here, aren’t you? I have now listened to the Ps 121, Ps 37, Ps 18 and\or Rick Warren, Joyce Meyer, Beth Moore, RT Kendall, Steven Furtick and a bunch of other sermons and scripture. Roughly 32 billion times. Conclusion…we are going to make it guys.  strengthandcourage.That is what I am talking…

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  April 4, 2021

  attitude, Christian life

  12 steps, 2021, Accepting tragedy, amends, attitude adjustment, Autoimmune stuff, be the thing I want to find, Bible, Bible trials, child abuse, Childhood trauma, church hurts and healing, coping, Coronavirus, counseling, courage, dealing with tragedy, death of it prodigal child, death of or prodigal child, depression, Difficult marriage, Dysfunctional families, dysfunctional family; Nitty-gritty, encouraging mySELF, faith, family, Family ostracism, forgiving an offender, forgiving myself, grief, Guilty, healing, hearing 👂from God, heart problems, hope, interrupted, issues, Jesus is a boss, learning to be kind to myself, life as it is, loneliness, longing, loss, love, Low self-esteem, making peace; dysfunctional family; grief;rejection;fear, Mental illness, mercy, midlife issues, millennial issues, millennial parenting, Modern parenting, mothering issues, mothering mistakes, MS; making peace; dysfunctional family; grief; terminal illness;rejection;fear, negative experiences, neglect or abuse, One income in a two income economy, overachiever, pacemaker, parenting adult kids, parenting after blowing it, parenting millineals, perfectionism, personality types, Philippians 2, Philippians 4:8, prodigals, quarantine, racial tension, rape, Recovery thankful renew your mind, refreshment, religious abuse, renew your mind, Repentance

• Basic training 101

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  December 27, 2020

  recovery

  12 steps, abuse survivors, addiction, Christian life, Coronavirus, dealing with tragedy, depression, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health

• Boot camp for my brain

  

  I opened my Youversion app to read the Bible today.So sad and beleaguered, you guys! Rough, loooong night with health stuff. I tend to get suicidal when my MS is acting up, so I go to the Bible extra hardcore at those times. Even before I start to think in the morning. Knee jerk I’m…

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  December 4, 2020

  autoimmune disease, Christian life, Covid19, depression, modern life, S.R.A. And D.I.D. Recovery, stress management, suicide, Veterans issues

  Anxiety, attitude adjustment 😜coping, Autoimmune stuff, Bible, corona virus, depression, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans

• Watch “Encouragement for Hard Holidays, with Robyn Bush and Kim Michell | Comment start Grounded 11/16/20” on YouTube

  

  Oh My Socks You guys This was so helpful. So blessed. Medicine for my hurting heart. This is going to be the first holiday season since my oldest son chose another last name and dropped off the earth. I’m dreading it. Frankly. So I’m not the only one. I can do this. I’ve got Jesus,…

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  November 22, 2020

  recovery

  Anxiety, attitude adjustment 😜coping, Christian life, conflicts, corona virus, courage, depression, Family ostracism, Grieving

• Things i love

  Tea light candles plumeria or honeysuckle scent Looking out the early morning window to see that it has snowed Fresh cut flowers Guitar 🎸 music Sugarless chocolate 🍫 (be careful–its laxative) Drive to the coast Cozy mysteries – current fave Sister Agatha and Father Selwyn Dusting and making order and beauty Really sharp chef knives…

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  November 14, 2020

  recovery

  Anxiety, autoimmune disease, Christian life, Coronavirus, depression, divorce recovery, encouraging mySELF, separation survival