Tag: dealing with tragedy

• Bored and lonely or best thing?

  So thankful for this teaching! Bed bound with my heart and an autoimmune disease. Best thing to ever happen to me! Thankful that I have time to listen and learn. JESUS I trust You. You rock. https://youtu.be/JtqndTJWaDo. Derek Prince teaches. 25 min-ish

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  February 27, 2023

  recovery

  attitude adjustment ❤ coping, CPTSD, dealing with tragedy, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, difficult marriage. making peace, insomnia

• Good grief

  

  four o’clock – because I just had the worst flashback nightmare of the last 6 months, I am up. I trying to put myself back together quietly. (My family is asleep, like normal folk.) I have DID. I have been to so many therapists! Trying to figure out what is wrong with me and then…

  strawberry0043

  January 8, 2023

  recovery

  abuse survivors, addiction and mental illness, ❤prayer, can’t be silent, childhoodtrauma, dark night of the soul, dealing with tragedy, DID or PTSD, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, Disassociative Identity Disorder

• Unconquerable

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  December 11, 2022

  Gethsemane lessons, Grieving, recovery

  Christmas depression, dark night of the soul, dealing with tragedy, death of or prodigal child, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans, Difficult marriage, family shunning, gay movement, gender issues, generational healing, holiness, holy spirit, love conquers all

• Preparation 💐

  3.3.22. TBN. Interview with Priscilla Shirer — reading the comments afterward… “don’t go backwards. That’s what the enemy wants you to do. Your future will be greater than your past. Your past was just preparation for your future. I am with you. Keep moving forward. Things are better for you up ahead.” –online friend Onye…

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  October 30, 2022

  future, prophetic word,, recovery

  dark night of the soul, dealing with tragedy, death of or prodigal child, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, Difficult marriage, early morning waking, Emotional healing, encouragement, exhaustion, Family ostracism, incontinence autoimmune disease, Jeremiah 29:11

• Autoimmune stuff 💐

  

  God has been helping me to reframe my illnesses. I am seeming to get worse in my physical body, that is a sure thing: but He is changing my outlook just as surely. (How? I have no idea. But He has NO trouble getting His point across, does He? and I AM basically a captive…

  strawberry0043

  January 28, 2022

  autoimmune disease, recovery

  Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, Beauty, childhoodtrauma, chronic illness, chronic pain, dealing with tragedy, death of or prodigal child, DID or PTSD

• Lonely season 🎄

  I bless my lonely seasons of life.  They are teaching me to go deep with You Yahweh.   You are the God who sees me.   They are teaching me that I need community; to value others. #bellyfullofalonetime Verse…just a sec. .

  strawberry0043

  December 17, 2021

  Gethsemane lessons, recovery

  choose life, Christmas depression, church hurts and healing, community, contentment, corona virus, cultural messages, dealing with tragedy, Disabled and mentally ill

• House bound 🙌

  As I get older and especially as I have been in bed for 10 years while my friends must go on without me and really had to go to the mattresses with God (pun intended) and spend a lot of time alone with Him I’m getting to where I have this deep peaceful sense of…

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  November 22, 2021

  autoimmune disease, Christian life, chronic pain, desert of the soul, recovery

  attitude adjustment, Autoimmune stuff, be the thing I want to find, Beauty, Bethel, Chronic disease, dealing with tragedy, Emotional healing, Forgiving God, Recovery thankful renew your mind

• Promised

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  November 21, 2021

  Christian life, Grieving, recovery

  12 steps, abuse survivors, Christian life, counseling, courage, darkness or depression, dealing with tragedy, death of or prodigal child, Deliverance, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans isues

• Early morning chutzpah 🌼🌸💮🏵🌼🌸

  Girlfriends asleep Family asleep Hubby asleep Dogs asleep Quiet house Flu-like autoimmune symptoms Already slept off my sleep aid Maxed~out on ibuprofen and Tylenol for today Here I am Jesus: it’s just me and You. I need You;  that’s flat. I remember others who are wakeful at 3am: inmate who is stuck with the choices…

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  August 9, 2021

  autoimmune disease, Christian life, chronic pain, death of or prodigal child, depression, desert of the soul, DID, PTSD, Gethsemane lessons, guilt, shame, rejection, mental health or veterans issues, mental hospital, nightmares, suicide, Veterans issues, veterans mental health recovery

  Be kind to yourself, care home patient, chronic illness, church hurts and healing, counseling, darkness or depression, dealing with tragedy, post-abortion grief, suffering

• Internal boundary 🌷

  ​Giving myself eight more minutes to work on this problem.  Then it’s going to go in my  someoneelsesproblem box  or my God box  or my later box  or all three.  🌷🌻🌷🌻🌷🌻🌷🌻🌷 I am not freaked out   I am adequately stable at the moment , not in imminent danger of being suicidal , not inordinately vulnerable to…

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  June 10, 2021

  recovery

  boundaries, Christian life, chronic illness, dealing with tragedy, Perspective, resilience