Tag: darkness or depression
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Life with Q
Acute hospitalization? ER visits. County crisis line. Sleepless nights. Suicide watch. Lotta prayer. God has changed us. If this would have happened five or ten years ago we would be freaking out and doubting God and a lot more scared then we are.You guys! this feels so good! I like the changes God is makingI […]
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Prayer in a Soviet Prison
The greatest miracle of all is prayer. I have only to turn my thoughts to God and I suddenly feel a force bursting into me; there is new strength in my soul, in my entire being . . . The basis of my whole spiritual life is the Orthodox liturgy, so while I was I […]
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Different 🌼
There is not in the world a kind of life more sweet and delightful than that of a continual conversation with God.~ Brother Lawrence My dad was a negative, impatient person. He had a personality disorder, i think, looking back. This fact has colored how I relate to God; i was reminded of this during […]
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Early morning chutzpah 🌼🌸💮🏵🌼🌸
Girlfriends asleep Family asleep Hubby asleep Dogs asleep Quiet house Flu-like autoimmune symptoms Already slept off my sleep aid Maxed~out on ibuprofen and Tylenol for today Here I am Jesus: it’s just me and You. I need You; that’s flat. I remember others who are wakeful at 3am: inmate who is stuck with the choices […]
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Reboot my ❤
Acceptance doesn’t mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is, and there’s got to be a way through it. ~Michael j fox
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Kicking b***, taking names
(from Day 15 of 21 of my first fast, re: unexplained depression) Derek Prince on YouTube. ** Old, wise, dead guy from WW II. Mr Prince said that a feeling of darkness or depression can be part of the spiritual warfare of a fast. See it as a good sign. It means that you are […]
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It takes heart ❤
Wow. Three days have gone by without me even looking at the Bible. It sneaks up on me…. YouTube sermons are ok and all, but its not the same as getting my own food, you know? —— i avoid being quiet and talking to God because the stuff I am dealing with is yucky..then, when […]