Tag: darkness or depression

• Life with Q

  Acute hospitalization? ER visits. County crisis line. Sleepless nights. Suicide watch. Lotta prayer. God has changed us. If this would have happened five or ten years ago we would be freaking out and doubting God and a lot more scared then we are.You guys! this feels so good! I like the changes God is makingI […]

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  February 21, 2022

  bipolar disorder, recovery

  Ativan, ❤prayer, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, bi-polar 2, bipolar disorder, crisis, darkness or depression, ER visit, suicide prevention

• Prayer in a Soviet Prison

  The greatest miracle of all is prayer. I have only to turn my thoughts to God and I suddenly feel a force bursting into me; there is new strength in my soul, in my entire being . . . The basis of my whole spiritual life is the Orthodox liturgy, so while I was I […]

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  February 18, 2022

  prayer

  ❤prayer, dark night of the soul, darkness or depression

• Chronic illness

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  February 6, 2022

  autoimmune disease, chronic pain, death of or prodigal child, desert of the soul, Grieving, loss, mental health or veterans issues, prodigals, S.R.A. And D.I.D. Recovery, separation and divorce, suicide

  abuse survivors, Autoimmune stuff, chronic pain, darkness or depression, Difficult marriage, Disabled and mentally ill, divorce recovery, Dysfunctional families

• Promised

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  November 21, 2021

  Christian life, Grieving, recovery

  12 steps, abuse survivors, Christian life, counseling, courage, darkness or depression, dealing with tragedy, death of or prodigal child, Deliverance, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans isues

• Different 🌼

  There is not in the world a kind of life more sweet and delightful than that of a continual conversation with God.~ Brother Lawrence My dad was a negative, impatient person. He had a personality disorder, i think, looking back. This fact has colored how I relate to God; i was reminded of this during […]

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  August 29, 2021

  recovery

  abuse survivors, Anxiety, Childhood trauma, Christian life, darkness or depression, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, dysfunctional family; Nitty-gritty

• Early morning chutzpah 🌼🌸💮🏵🌼🌸

  Girlfriends asleep Family asleep Hubby asleep Dogs asleep Quiet house Flu-like autoimmune symptoms Already slept off my sleep aid Maxed~out on ibuprofen and Tylenol for today Here I am Jesus: it’s just me and You. I need You;  that’s flat. I remember others who are wakeful at 3am: inmate who is stuck with the choices […]

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  August 9, 2021

  autoimmune disease, Christian life, chronic pain, death of or prodigal child, depression, desert of the soul, DID, PTSD, Gethsemane lessons, guilt, shame, rejection, mental health or veterans issues, mental hospital, nightmares, suicide, Veterans issues, veterans mental health recovery

  Be kind to yourself, care home patient, chronic illness, church hurts and healing, counseling, darkness or depression, dealing with tragedy, post-abortion grief, suffering

• Reboot my ❤

  Acceptance doesn’t mean resignation. It means understanding that something is what it is, and there’s got to be a way through it. ~Michael j fox

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  July 25, 2021

  Grieving

  Autoimmune stuff, darkness or depression, dysfunctional family; Nitty-gritty, encouraging mySELF, failure, faith, family, veterans mental health

• Kicking b***, taking names

  

  (from Day 15 of 21 of my first fast, re: unexplained depression) Derek Prince on YouTube. ** Old, wise, dead guy from WW II. Mr  Prince said that a feeling of darkness or depression can be part of the spiritual warfare of a fast. See it as a good sign. It means that you are […]

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  July 23, 2021

  recovery

  darkness or depression, fasting, gotothemattresses, McCoy family, spiritual warfare

• It takes heart ❤

  Wow. Three days have gone by without me even looking at the Bible. It sneaks up on me…. YouTube sermons are ok and all, but its not the same as getting my own food, you know? —— i avoid being quiet and talking to God because the stuff I am dealing with is yucky..then, when […]

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  July 9, 2021

  12 steps, 2021, attitude, autoimmune disease

  12 steps, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, Bible trials, celebrAte rEcovery, Childhood trauma, Christian life, chronic illness, darkness or depression