Tag: dark night of the soul
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Good grief
four o’clock – because I just had the worst flashback nightmare of the last 6 months, I am up. I trying to put myself back together quietly. (My family is asleep, like normal folk.) I have DID. I have been to so many therapists! Trying to figure out what is wrong with me and then…
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Preparation 💐
3.3.22. TBN. Interview with Priscilla Shirer — reading the comments afterward… “don’t go backwards. That’s what the enemy wants you to do. Your future will be greater than your past. Your past was just preparation for your future. I am with you. Keep moving forward. Things are better for you up ahead.” –online friend Onye…
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Warrior reflections💐
Being sick has been a “severe mercy ” for me. That’s from a book title that I saw when I was reading AGrief Observed by CS Lewis. My body grows weaker and more puny, while my spirit has just keeps getting stronger and better! Like Joni Earekson Tada. Or Keanu Reeves. Or WonderWoman. #bethethingiwishihad…
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Looooooong
This trial is getting looong!! Ten years of getting sicker and sicker. MS And heart condition and prodigal children and finances crunching because I can’t help. (Hold on. Not all negative….enough of that out there: am I right?) I’m going to reboot. #overcomeevilwithgood And now I broke my leg and im stuck in bed for…
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Prayer in a Soviet Prison
The greatest miracle of all is prayer. I have only to turn my thoughts to God and I suddenly feel a force bursting into me; there is new strength in my soul, in my entire being . . . The basis of my whole spiritual life is the Orthodox liturgy, so while I was I…
reboot my ❤ 