Christian life – reboot my ❤

Days of Plague

Once again, it is not our faith, but the faithfulness of the Lord that will carry the day. Days of plague have covered the world many times, and have reached the most far flung communities on Earth. Who else is there to look to when there is very little offered by the modern god of […]

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January 22, 2023

recovery

battle fatigue, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, Christian life, Coronavirus

The d word

The immature have to stay in crisis to remain tight with Jesus. That’s me. I think that’s why God gave me the word discipline for this season of my life.I’m doing baby steps. I’ve implemented a schedule for one area of my life. Wednesday and Friday til 4ish. #startsomewhere I’ve put do my yoga in […]

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January 1, 2023

Gethsemane lessons, recovery

❤prayer, Christian life, discipline, fruit of the Spirit

I know but I’m not nervous

This sermon changed my life. GOD did that.

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December 18, 2022

church hurts and healing

#bethechurch, #villagemindset, attitude adjustment ❤ coping, autoimmune disease, be the thing I want to find, Bible, Christian life, church hurts and healing, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, difficult marriage. making peace, Disabled and mentally ill, Disappointment with God, Disassociative Identity Disorder, dysfunctional family; Nitty-gritty, encouraging mySELF

Reboot my ❤ 💙 💜

life is hard but God is good

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December 17, 2022

DID, PTSD

12 steps, 911 thankful, AA, addiction and mental illness, advent, autoimmune disease, bipolar disorder, Christian life, Christmas depression, Chronic disease, chronic pain, church hurts and healing, dark night of the soul

Parent guilt 😔 😟 🙁 😥 😞

The accuser likes to shame me about stuff I’ve done wrong with my DID. like leaving my son at the bank for two hours when he was ten and buying a gross of light bulbs across town before I woke up. Like losing my temper and shaking my daughter when she was in middle school […]

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August 7, 2022

prayer, recovery, S.R.A. And D.I.D. Recovery

anger, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, child abuse, child neglect, Christian life, DID PTSD flashbacks mental health, guilt and shame, parenting after blowing it, spiritual warfare

I need a vacation!!

This has not been answered like I prayed for. Yet. But. I feel the arms of Jesus holding me up above the turmoil of my life right now. I want to help other people and that is becoming more and more my focus. My days of fasting and prayer, Wed and Fri are becoming a […]

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July 20, 2022

recovery

abuse survivors, Accepting tragedy, Anxiety, attitude adjustment ❤, Autoimmune stuff, ❤prayer, breakthrough, care home patient, Christian life, Coronavirus, Covid-19, pandemic, PTSD, stress, vacation

Good with the bad ⚖

I’ve got to remind myself of thisMy husband is not a type AHe is not detail orientedI’m so glad he has a good work ethic! When he is clocked in, he is an excellent provider!But I have time to take the good with the bad: he doesn’t get certain things done. Example: he will do […]

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July 17, 2022

marriage, recovery

choleric vs phlegmatic, chores, Christian life, difficult marriage. making peace, Happily ever after, marriage, procrastination

Flashback nightmare recovery

It. Worked! yayrah! I was having one of my regular flashback nightmares, and I heard myself whimpering (sorry if I just triggered you dears. Jesus, bring peace right now.) The shame. The horror. The inevitability! (That’s the hardest part, don’t you think? I have no choice. I know how this has to go. Ugh!) Battle. […]

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July 8, 2022

recovery