four o’clock – because I just had the worst flashback nightmare of the last 6 months, I am up. I trying to put myself back together quietly. (My family is asleep, like normal folk.) I have DID. I have been to so many therapists! Trying to figure out what is wrong with me and then…
I’m glad I’m on this side of the abuse–as the victim, not on the other side–as the perpetrator, 💐 💐 💐 💐 💐 (And that God has Grace for me too–when I’m the one who messed up.)
The Best. K T C.
Kindness thrift and common sense. #pioneerspirit I have been hard on my family. My family system has perpetrated and perpetuated great evil. Some of my people have done great evil. Especially my great grandfather McCoy. God have mercy. Selah. That’s a fact. However…I want to add a little BALANCE. I just woke up from a…
Autoimmune stuff 💐
God has been helping me to reframe my illnesses. I am seeming to get worse in my physical body, that is a sure thing: but He is changing my outlook just as surely. (How? I have no idea. But He has NO trouble getting His point across, does He? and I AM basically a captive…
“Thinking: I can change a behavior just by removing the behavior. is absurd. The behavior isn’t the root problem. The neural pathway that leads me to the behavior is the problem. If I stop a behavior, it will come back, unless I… remove the lie at the root of the behavior, and replace the neural…