Tag: child neglect

• The underdog

  I’m glad I’m on this side of the abuse–as the victim, not on the other side–as the perpetrator, 💐 💐 💐 💐 💐 (And that God has Grace for me too–when I’m the one who messed up.)

  strawberry0043

  August 28, 2022

  recovery

  abuse survivors, Abusers, breakthrough, child abuse, child neglect, childhoodtrauma, dysfunctional family; Nitty-gritty, Emotional healing

• Parent guilt 😔 😟 🙁 😥 😞

  The accuser likes to shame me about stuff I’ve done wrong with my DID. like leaving my son at the bank for two hours when he was ten and buying a gross of light bulbs across town before I woke up. Like losing my temper and shaking my daughter when she was in middle school…

  strawberry0043

  August 7, 2022

  prayer, recovery, S.R.A. And D.I.D. Recovery

  anger, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, child abuse, child neglect, Christian life, DID PTSD flashbacks mental health, guilt and shame, parenting after blowing it, spiritual warfare

• ‘Cause I got ISSues🌼

  I wrote this about a year ago. Found it today. I thought it might help someone else with their stuff. I know it helped me! I started to read a devotional yesterday, from my youbible.  I’m just now getting back from Trigger Land. Rough day for my family. Rough day for me. (I know. I need…

  strawberry0043

  June 26, 2022

  recovery, S.R.A. And D.I.D. Recovery

  autoimmune disease, child abuse, child neglect, chronic illness, dysfunctional family; Nitty-gritty, guilt and shame, parent guilt

• Battlefield of the Mind– mama Joyce

  Oh My SOCKS. I never saw my nightmares as a key to a stronghold in my mind before. I feel empowered! Here’s the scripture in Isaiah 61 that I will use to target those nightmares: 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 🗡 Instead of their shame, my people will receive a double…

  strawberry0043

  June 6, 2022

  recovery

  ❤prayer, bad dreams, Be kind to yourself, breakthrough, chastity, child neglect, DID PTSD flashbacks mental health, Disassociative Identity Disorder, guilt and shame, Isaiah 61

• Not like my dad

  strawberry0043

  May 1, 2022

  recovery, S.R.A. And D.I.D. Recovery

  attitude adjustment ❤ coping, ❤prayer, be the thing I want to find, child abuse, child neglect, Childhood trauma, SRA addiction abuse

• Reboot my ❤

  New memories. Flashback nightmare last night. Father I need a refuge right now. A safe, protected place, where I can sleep and eat and rest Then go back and fight. You are my bunker. My bivouac. (Sp?) My safe place. My good jou jou. Hide me under your wings for a little. Don’t let me…

  strawberry0043

  December 28, 2021

  mental health or veterans issues, modern life, nightmares, S.R.A. And D.I.D. Recovery

  abuse survivors, ❤prayer, Be kind to yourself, child abandonment, child abuse, child neglect, church hurts and healing, coping, counseling, courage, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health

• Flashback nightmare

  Jesus I feel so ashamed and traumatized and worthless. Save me. Save the innocents whom I have let down. Their faces haunt me! Come. Holy Spirit I need You now. Everyone I know is asleep or busy getting ready for work. My hubby was at work hours ago. I called my dogs in to lay…

  strawberry0043

  October 29, 2021

  desert of the soul, DID, PTSD, flash back recovery

  12 steps, Abuse, Accepting tragedy, Ammends, ❤prayer, can’t be silent, child abandonment, child abuse, child neglect, Christian life

• Relapse part 4: self-forgiveness

  Self forgiveness. It’s a lot harder than forgiving one’s own perpetrators, don’t you think? Forgiving myself Has come down to a bald choice for me.  I have all the power. I can refuse myself forgiveness. Or not. It seems like it should be easier than it is  Because I am not directly to blame… because I…

  strawberry0043

  July 8, 2021

  recovery

  child abandonment, child abuse, child neglect, Christian life, Forgiving a perpetrator, Forgiving God, forgiving myself, Grieving