Tag: can’t be silent
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Good grief
four o’clock – because I just had the worst flashback nightmare of the last 6 months, I am up. I trying to put myself back together quietly. (My family is asleep, like normal folk.) I have DID. I have been to so many therapists! Trying to figure out what is wrong with me and then […]
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Warrior reflections💐
Being sick has been a “severe mercy ” for me. That’s from a book title that I saw when I was reading AGrief Observed by CS Lewis. My body grows weaker and more puny, while my spirit has just keeps getting stronger and better! Like Joni Earekson Tada. Or Keanu Reeves. Or WonderWoman. #bethethingiwishihad […]
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Solo hope
I never thought about this before but we are all living on islands if you look at it as the whole earth was one land, and then God’s busted it apart during the flood and released The Fountains of the deep and then we just kept drifting apart from each other.. You are our only […]
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Heart Change 💐
I was in trouble. My marriage was dying by leaps and bounds. My mental health was toast. My faith had been shattered by several consecutive calamities. I went on a spiritual retreat called Heart Change in Oregon City, Oregon. four days. I think they are in other west coast states too, now. That was […]
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SRA yuckiness
Warning potentially triggering material proceed with caution. I had a very graphic dream last night and immediately wrote it down and am happily making plans for what I’m going to do with this information. But… I’m a little stressed out. Just in case there’s someone who’s also Survivor… I don’t want to act like it’s […]
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Flashback nightmare
Jesus I feel so ashamed and traumatized and worthless. Save me. Save the innocents whom I have let down. Their faces haunt me! Come. Holy Spirit I need You now. Everyone I know is asleep or busy getting ready for work. My hubby was at work hours ago. I called my dogs in to lay […]
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Flip side 🌻🌷🌻
https://bible.com/bible/113/pro.12.18.NIVUK I found it! Another thing that getting sick for years has given me. At long last: the gift of silence Golden, beautiful Perfectly beneficial Exactly timed When I was a young woman, I was reckless and unstoppable with my words. Bull in a china shop. It served me well. “Well, it’s TRUE” was my […]
reboot my ❤ 