Who’s sleeping right now?

You know who you are. ❤ God: I have a new pain in my head.  It is 2:40 am.  Everyone is sleeping in my house.  I just asked You for the strength to get dressed and get up to take some organifi.  It’s all I could think to do. Im scared that MS is formingContinue reading “Who’s sleeping right now?”

Select grade AA

Okay: How do we live in this dark, confused time in history? God, help us, k? I hear my peeps. Our hearts are weary and burdened. We’re like sheep without a shepherd, sometimes.  brothers and sisters all. I feel it too.  💜 I trust You Father. You picked the time for me to be born,Continue reading “Select grade AA”

Rough Season– don’t you think?

 I’m surprised we’re still here, aren’t you? I have now listened to the Ps 121, Ps 37, Ps 18 and\or Rick Warren, Joyce Meyer, Beth Moore, RT Kendall, Steven Furtick and a bunch of other sermons and scripture. Roughly 32 billion times. Conclusion…we are going to make it guys.  strengthandcourage.That is what I am talkingContinue reading “Rough Season– don’t you think?”


Some kids that I care about are making bad choices right now. I know Jesus will not blow sunshine about this.He will tell me the truth. Not everything that my kids do as adults is about me But some of it is. I did make some really bad mistakes Especially when the twins (child #4Continue reading “Processing…”


I used to think I was hot stuff. I did everything. Was in control of it all. Kept all my plates spinning. Was a bit bossy and abrasive, frankly. Then MS happened and DID happened and foolish life choices happened…all ashes But all that doesn’t matter now. As much as Jesus. He’s got a planContinue reading “Trade”

Things I love

I’m so sad. Grief is hard work, ya know? Time for a list. Reboot my 💜 California poppies Yellow m&ms with peanuts Depends Silhouettes (just keepin’ it real) Clean sheets after a warm 🛁 🐈laying in puddles of 🌞 My 🐕. They have such a great attitude, no matter what. #overcomeevilwithgood Taco salad 🥗 fromContinue reading “Things I love”