Tag: Beauty
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Insomnia and nightmares. Not anyone’s fave part of grief and trauma work. There is the pain of trauma that I had no choice about. I was just following orders, I was young. I was vulnerable. Then there is the pain of trauma that was my own darn fault. (Both hurt. Just different. ) I found […]
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Bed ridden: end of the world or…?
It’s my heart. Not the MSThank you for asking dear.Yes hubby’s planning to be my caregiver fulltime through this Oregon Spousal Care program.It’s what God has said we can handle. I trust Him. I have my few folks that I get to help through my blog. That gives me purpose. It’s a big deal to […]
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Reboot my ❤
I love the following things: apple pie with ice cream Cold cereal. Frosted Mini Wheats or Kix Cheese. Any flavor or temperature. Except blue cheese. Not sure how I feel about that. Salad yum. Love it. Nocookingmelikee I must be hungry. Yikes. Laughing out loud at an audio book in a coffee house Smell of […]
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Flashback nightmare
Shame and regret. Painful in a very poignant manner. 💔 I received forgiveness about these two traumatic events today I asked for and received the sprinkling of the blood of Jesus over these events. I ask for healing for me and my kids. I claim Isaiah 61 for our shame and trauma. I claim healing. […]
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Lonely vs Alone
Im happily married, but In a very lonely season. The Lord was showing me this week that there is a difference between ALONE and LONELY. I want to find out about that. Being super ill and housebound has made me appreciate Paul’s writing so much! (Most of his stuff was written.from prison..) And psalms of […]
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safe in Your arms
flashback nightmare last night. Graphic. Frightening. discombobulating. Father thank you for my scars. I dont want to be a light weight. #bethethingiwishihad thank you that nothing is so ugly or evil that you cannot use it for good. you re my refuge.
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“Joyce Meyer | Code Orange Revival | Elevation Church” on YouTube
Remember this? It showed up in my feed tonight. Because God knew I was starting to get discouraged because this trial is getting so looooooong. Food for my SOUL. Praise You Yahweh. ❤ I’ll stay under it and learn obedience from what I suffer. Just like Jesus. I love you dears. So truly. So […]
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Check ✔
God, I love and respect You. Help me. Give me one person to do good to today. Thank You FatherGod for the bad and the good things in our lives—-autoimmune diseases, wounded families, faithful husbands, ocean loveliness, chocolate chip cookies. I’m sad. My enemy is too strong for me. (But not too strong for […]
reboot my ❤ 