be the thing I want to find

My lot 🌻🌻🌻

strawberry0043

August 14, 2022

dysfunctional family, Disassociative Identity Disorder, 12 steps, be the thing I want to find, Disabled and mentally ill, Emotional healing, Be kind to yourself

Serene and calm ❤

strawberry0043

August 9, 2022

recovery

abide in Christ, abuse survivors, Accepting tragedy, addiction, Adjustments, afib, aging, alternative medicine, amends, anger, Anxiety, attitude adjustment ❤ coping, autoimmune disease, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find

The accuser likes to shame me about stuff I’ve done wrong with my DID. like leaving my son at the bank for two hours when he was ten and buying a gross of light bulbs across town before I woke up. Like losing my temper and shaking my daughter when she was in middle school […]

strawberry0043

August 7, 2022

prayer, recovery, S.R.A. And D.I.D. Recovery

anger, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, child abuse, child neglect, Christian life, DID PTSD flashbacks mental health, guilt and shame, parenting after blowing it, spiritual warfare

DAMP

I found out how my babies went all night, occasionally, with a wet diaper, you guys! It CAN be done. My hubby has been such a trooper with my surgery recovery 💙 but I can tell he’s getting tired. He can sleep anywhere and almost instantly. But. He’s relies on that. If he doesn’t get […]

strawberry0043

July 24, 2022

recovery

#villagemindset, be the thing I want to find, difficult marriage. making peace, incontinence, recovering from surgery

R.E.S.P.E.C.T. 💐

Sometimes the message we receive as women from the Bible can get garbled by our stuff. Just “shut up and forgive him” is not healthy or what God was after; do you agree? I don’t know everything, and I respect your journey, dear reader…but what God has been helping me to reframe is how I […]

strawberry0043

July 23, 2022

recovery

abuse survivors, attitudes, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, betrayal, difficult marriage. making peace

Flashback nightmare last night

Jesus You were there. Thank you for giving me the courage to go there now. I trust You. Restore the years that the locust have eaten like You promised in the book of Joel. Thank you for forgiveness and healing for the Hallmark store thing. I receive it. You’re my only hope.

strawberry0043

July 9, 2022

mental health recovery, nightmares

Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, DID or PTSD, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, Emotional healing, generational healing, new memories, SRA addiction abuse

#villagemindset ❤

From Youversion devo today— That’s exactly what Jesus did. He didn’t make it easy for himself by avoiding people’s troubles, but waded right in and helped out. “I took on the troubles of the troubled,” is the way Scripture puts it. Even if it was written in Scripture long ago, you can be sure it’s […]

strawberry0043

July 5, 2022

recovery

#bethechurch, #villagemindset, 12th step, acute hospitalization, addiction, alternative medicine, Ammends, attitude adjustment Bible, be the thing I want to find

Reboot my ❤

I love the following things: apple pie with ice cream Cold cereal. Frosted Mini Wheats or Kix Cheese. Any flavor or temperature. Except blue cheese. Not sure how I feel about that. Salad yum. Love it. Nocookingmelikee I must be hungry. Yikes. Laughing out loud at an audio book in a coffee house Smell of […]

strawberry0043

July 4, 2022

recovery

attitude adjustment ❤ coping, Be kind to yourself, be the thing I want to find, Beauty