Tag: be free
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Insomnia and nightmares.
Not anyone’s fave part of grief and trauma work. There is the pain of trauma that I had no choice about. I was just following orders, I was young. I was vulnerable. Then there is the pain of trauma that was my own darn fault. (Both hurt. Just different. ) I found a passage in…
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Evangelical balance 🔪
I also don’t want to try to evangelize folks. I just want to love people not try to scalp them so I can get brownie points with my. Religion….. Yuckiness. Just sayin. I want to be a safe place where people can just be.There’s enough people out there with their own agenda.
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Lonely vs Alone
Im happily married, but In a very lonely season. The Lord was showing me this week that there is a difference between ALONE and LONELY. I want to find out about that. Being super ill and housebound has made me appreciate Paul’s writing so much! (Most of his stuff was written.from prison..) And psalms of…
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Loneliness 🌼
I want to be a deep spirited friend to the people in my life. I’ve learned early (like preverbal) that I could not count on anyone. Therefore: I’ve tended to be deeply lonely. (Instructive thought) Jesus has answered that need finally ( well I let Him answer that need finally ) now that I’m 50.…
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Grey areas
“We must have understanding how, in reality, there’s no difference between what’s common and holy, except in our minds. ” Everything we do is to be offered to the Lord; and if done so with a pure heart of love, it becomes holy. “You can do common tasks, like go to the grocery store, and…
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Roots
“Thinking: I can change a behavior just by removing the behavior. is absurd. The behavior isn’t the root problem. The neural pathway that leads me to the behavior is the problem. If I stop a behavior, it will come back, unless I… remove the lie at the root of the behavior, and replace the neural…
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How I fight my battles 💪
I am focusing on health today. Of my family tree 🌳 . I am asking God to go to the root…… of sexual addiction and pornography and suicide and pedophilia and witchcraft and and sexual slavery and rebellion and control and domestic violence and codependency and manipulation…….and pull those completely out. Starting with great-grandfather McCoy…
reboot my ❤ 