Tag: Autoimmune stuff
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Break ?
I don’t need a break anymore?! I have been praying for a break every week a few times a week for five or so years . Then my life fell apart and I started fasting and praying after listening to a Derek Prince message. ( Basically, I got really desperate. ) Lo and behold– gradually…
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Mother’s day can be kinda hard
Safe warm grandma hug………………………………………………………………………………………………………………….. My grandma always gave the best, long hugs You guys! ❤ this was the first mothers day since my prodigals left (early in this season, when I first started to get sick)– that this holiday was not filled with sorrow! All this time five years or so in bed (since my…
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Flashback nightmare 😳
Yep. It was a bad one. Last night, I mean.. Very vivid. The thing about flashbacks is they are very one dimensional. Very monsterized. They have none of the grace and maturity which the Holy Spirit is working so hard to teach me. It’s like I’m 8 years old in my memories. Or 24, which…
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Exercise 😱 😨 🙀 😱 😨 🙀 😱
I’m still working on daily exercise. I have been fighting with this one for years: Can ya’ll relate? I’ve prayed and fasted and prayed again and asked my Youversion group to pray with me🙏 (in the pull down menu on the home Youversion page: Fyi) and prayed some more, right? 🌋🌋🌋🌋🌋🌋🌋🌋🌋🌋 Big breakthrough! during this…
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monkey giblets🐒
I was so discouraged and disheartened 😔 😩 😫 this a.m.! You know? Bedbound, reduced circumstances, family problems, CPTSD, parenting regrets….you know the drill. I mean with your own stuff. Sucks monkey giblets, don’t it. There this sermon was in my feed. I love the YouTube algorithm at times. It reads my mail. Just teasing…I’m…
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Warrior reflections💐
Being sick has been a “severe mercy ” for me. That’s from a book title that I saw when I was reading AGrief Observed by CS Lewis. My body grows weaker and more puny, while my spirit has just keeps getting stronger and better! Like Joni Earekson Tada. Or Keanu Reeves. Or WonderWoman. #bethethingiwishihad…
reboot my ❤ 