I was thinking about this with Jesus this morning.
I want to be like this in my relationships.
You know?
Open
Trusting
No defense
Because that’s how I roll
Not because the world is perfectly safe
That’s how I can be impregnable, unassailable, undefeated.
Hmmm…good point.
Father, help me to focus on You. I don’t understand why things don’t work sometimes.
Why have I been sick for seven-ish years? You could heal me in a snap. I’ve certainly asked You often enough.
I remember that all You said was: getting sick IS your healing. (However that works ~ but You have NO trouble getting Your point across, do You.)
I trust You.
I love 💘 You Jesus.
You are the most amazing beautiful wise humble Person
I’ve ever met
and I am smitten.
#godmustlikehappyendingstoo
Up hurting over parenting stuff. 3am.
Jesus You know: You were there. You are here now. You will never leave me or forsake me, right? Right.
I am rebooting my ❤ now. Please. Speak to me and make me. Feel comfortable again.
Thank you Jesus Sir Wonderful 🙏🙌❤😊
I lift up my eyes to you, to you who sit enthroned in heaven. As the eyes of slaves look to the hand of their master, as the eyes of a female slave look to the hand of her mistress, so our eyes look to the Lord our God, till he shows us his mercy.
Psalms 123:1-2 NIVUK
There is not in the world a kind of life more sweet and delightful than that of a continual conversation with God.
~ Brother Lawrence
My dad was a negative, impatient person. He had a personality disorder, i think, looking back.
This fact has colored how I relate to God; i was reminded of this during my devotions today.
Father, thank You for showing me that You are not like that. Help me to learn to trust 🙏 and not be afraid of the other shoe dropping.
🙏 so…I have started thinking about my friendships, right?
This might be TMI. You have been warned.
Who do I like? Who loves God? Who sees the world like I do?
Which people can I help 🤔 ? Who could maybe help me back?
Can I manage a visit with my health?
So yesterday, I asked an acquaintance out for ☕.
RECOMMENDED ~ Holly Furtick’s last sermon on support systems:
This friend and I did a car date because I was too tired 😫 to get out of the vehicle. She works with special needs people so she probably got it. Actually, I think it was her idea.
It was so fun, you guys!!
We went to Dutch Bros and got ☕ then a park
We talked and talked.
But then ….. dah dah dummm……💩poosplosion. Oh no!
It was everywhere! It was uncontrollable!
At least I didn’t get it in her car.
At least my discreet undies did their job.
At least it held off ’til I was in my house trying to say goodbye.
However, ⛅ of flies were following me into my bedroom, .
Now : I have avoided this person for days.
TODAY, I will beard the lion and see if we can get over this.
Wish me luck!
