Tag: Abuse
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Flashback nightmare
Jesus I feel so ashamed and traumatized and worthless. Save me. Save the innocents whom I have let down. Their faces haunt me! Come. Holy Spirit I need You now. Everyone I know is asleep or busy getting ready for work. My hubby was at work hours ago. I called my dogs in to lay…
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Youversion. nails it 🌻
Oh my purple sparkly socks. You guys…. This hasn’t happened very much ( well…since I was a baby Christian, anyway. Notice how EVERYTHING seems to work for ya when you are a baby Christian??) So… I had a bad nightmare. Woke up and made sure I FELL STRAIGHT INTO JESUS’ ARMS ( Through His Word)…
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6th step for parents who have abused
I’ve been thinking. About the sixth step. This is hard for parents who’ve abused or neglected their children. There’s stuff back there that I do not want to own. You know? (It’s probably hard for everyone, but I don’t have to repent for everyone–just me.) Step Six“Were entirely ready to have God remove allthese defects…
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What if they can’t \won’t receive my ammends?
This Is what swearing is for. Step 8: Made a list of all persons we had harmed, and became willing to make amends to them all. Step 9: Made direct amends to such people wherever possible, except when to do so would injure them or others. When we have REALLY screwed the pooch… Like neglect…
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inside out 🌻
https://bible.com/bible/97/rom.12.1-2.MSG The problem, however, is that trust and control do not coexist. You can have control or you can have trust, but you can’t have both. This presents a challenge considering that throughout scripture, God’s instruction to us is to trust Him. In fact, we often see that God’s guidance does not include the final…
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Roadblock? 🌻
Why? Because the Master won’t ever walk out and fail to return. If he works severely, he also works tenderly. His stockpiles of loyal love are immense. He takes no pleasure in making life hard, in throwing roadblocks in the way: Lamentations 3:31-33 MSG https://bible.com/bible/97/lam.3.31-33.MSG
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curve ball 🌻
The perfect storm: In 1993, I was grieving a septuple whammy from life. bam! finding out, through a bizarre series of coincidences that my closely-related offender was currently abusing my little cousin bam! Going with my best friend\mentor to the county police near my home with this gut-wrenching knowledge, finding out that I could only report…