Living with regret

All I ever wanted in the natural was to be a good parent.
I’ve never loved 

or wanted to do good 


when I held my babies for the first time.

and It’s what I have failed the worst at.

Jesus you be my reason.  Be all my reasons.

Let my blog help other parents who hurt and regret. #12thstepwisdom

I give YOU my crushing, heavy grief and shame.

Forgive me.
Cleanse me.



If You don’t help me, I’m toast.


🎁 gift

“Now God has us where He wants us, 

with all the time in this world and the next to shower grace and kindness upon us 

in Christ Jesus. 

Saving is all His idea, and all His work. 

All we do is trust Him enough to let Him do it. It’s God’s gift from start to finish! 

We don’t play the major role. If we did, we’d probably go around bragging that we’d done the whole thing!

 No, we neither make nor save ourselves. 

God does both the making and saving,” (Ephesians 2:7-9, The Message).

  • Thankful 🌷