Tag: ❤prayer
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Flashback nightmare 😳
I just woke up from a nightmare. Went straight to Jesus. Yikes! Prayed 🙏 read 📚 asked small group or hubby to pray. Wednesday April 12th, 2023. Listed everything I did or that was done to me from my dream. That’s what these flashback nightmares are for, right? So I can do business with God…
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Superhero 💐
Jesus thank you so much you are totally my hero. Father I totally would have opened a can of whoop *** on anyone who tried to hurt my boy; I don’t think I would have been able to keep my focus and keep to the plan! No WONDER YOU ripped that veil in two, top…
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Obnoxious
You know that parable about the man asking his neighbor at odark thirty for some bread because he has house guests to feed? I was just thinking with the Holy Spirit about this parable. 🤔 How rude. Bugging your neighbor for stuff when he’s in bed with his kids? Jesus WANTS me to be pushy…
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Good point
I was just thinking about how hard it is to pin my brain DOWN to 📚 scripture and make myself BE QUIET 🤫 with God. I don’t think I’m the only one. Am i? I should blog this; it might help someone. I don’t want to simply stop trying. I don’t want to talk about…
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Good grief
four o’clock – because I just had the worst flashback nightmare of the last 6 months, I am up. I trying to put myself back together quietly. (My family is asleep, like normal folk.) I have DID. I have been to so many therapists! Trying to figure out what is wrong with me and then…
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The d word
The immature have to stay in crisis to remain tight with Jesus. That’s me. I think that’s why God gave me the word discipline for this season of my life.I’m doing baby steps. I’ve implemented a schedule for one area of my life. Wednesday and Friday til 4ish. #startsomewhere I’ve put do my yoga in…
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Good for it 🌼 🌸 🌼 🌸
What does this verse mean? How does one second-guess God? How does that relate to running to Him for help- to desperation and heart-felt seeking?? I keep thinking of Jesus and the woman caught in adultery, the woman at the well, the disenfranchised. Do I judge people and circumstances without understanding them? Oh, that person…
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Alone?
Flashback nightmare last night. Yikes! These dreams make me feel so alone. Why is that? Thousands of veterans and childhood/trauma survivors or car accidents/domestic violence/ fire and catastrophe survivors/ sexual assault survivors—they can all have flashbacks as well. Verse. Just a sec… I am alone….Sort of….in the lowest and highest moments of my life —…