Tag: ❤prayer
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Good grief
four o’clock – because I just had the worst flashback nightmare of the last 6 months, I am up. I trying to put myself back together quietly. (My family is asleep, like normal folk.) I have DID. I have been to so many therapists! Trying to figure out what is wrong with me and then […]
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The d word
The immature have to stay in crisis to remain tight with Jesus. That’s me. I think that’s why God gave me the word discipline for this season of my life.I’m doing baby steps. I’ve implemented a schedule for one area of my life. Wednesday and Friday til 4ish. #startsomewhere I’ve put do my yoga in […]
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Good for it 🌼 🌸 🌼 🌸
What does this verse mean? How does one second-guess God? How does that relate to running to Him for help- to desperation and heart-felt seeking?? I keep thinking of Jesus and the woman caught in adultery, the woman at the well, the disenfranchised. Do I judge people and circumstances without understanding them? Oh, that person […]
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Alone?
Flashback nightmare last night. Yikes! These dreams make me feel so alone. Why is that? Thousands of veterans and childhood/trauma survivors or car accidents/domestic violence/ fire and catastrophe survivors/ sexual assault survivors—they can all have flashbacks as well. Verse. Just a sec… I am alone….Sort of….in the lowest and highest moments of my life — […]
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Warrior reflections💐
Being sick has been a “severe mercy ” for me. That’s from a book title that I saw when I was reading AGrief Observed by CS Lewis. My body grows weaker and more puny, while my spirit has just keeps getting stronger and better! Like Joni Earekson Tada. Or Keanu Reeves. Or WonderWoman. #bethethingiwishihad […]
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Bed ridden: end of the world or…?
It’s my heart. Not the MSThank you for asking dear.Yes hubby’s planning to be my caregiver fulltime through this Oregon Spousal Care program.It’s what God has said we can handle. I trust Him. I have my few folks that I get to help through my blog. That gives me purpose. It’s a big deal to […]
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Woman at the well
I heard a story from the BibleWhen I was just a little girlAbout a broken-hearted womanWho met the Savior of the world Thought it was just another storyOne that the preacher man would readBut as I’m sitting here at homeDrinking red wine all aloneI think that woman might be me ‘Cause tonight I feel just […]
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crunch time
This verse in Ps 18 sure strikes home for me and hubby this morning. We were just talking about how gas and food prices are going up. Result: low income peoples have to get creative. I can’t supplement us with gardening and canning now because of getting sick. We already went solar before i got […]
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I need a vacation!!
This has not been answered like I prayed for. Yet. But. I feel the arms of Jesus holding me up above the turmoil of my life right now. I want to help other people and that is becoming more and more my focus. My days of fasting and prayer, Wed and Fri are becoming a […]
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