Early morning chutzpah 🌼🌸💮🏵🌼🌸

Girlfriends asleep Family asleep Hubby asleep Dogs asleep Quiet house Flu-like autoimmune symptoms Already slept off my sleep aid Maxed~out on ibuprofen and Tylenol for today Here I am Jesus: it’s just me and You. I need You;  that’s flat. I remember others who are wakeful at 3am: inmate who is stuck with the choicesContinue reading “Early morning chutzpah 🌼🌸💮🏵🌼🌸”

Suicidal thoughts

I claim this promise.  I am part of a spiritual Israel!  A new heritage. crafted in to the vine of Abrahams destiny because I am in Jesus Christ.  where is that passage?  Oh. 2 Corinthians. It is a spiritual reality.  All the promises of God are yes and amen In Jesus, right? ​This was aContinue reading “Suicidal thoughts”

Unfairness

Lord God  our Father,No one gets to live on this earth without getting touched by injustice or betrayal.  No one. You know about injustice and betrayal–for certain. Two specific things come to mind that I am heartsore over: three betrayals within my own extended family system and/or neighborhood. I’m sorry for hanging on toContinue reading “Unfairness”

put it in your pipe and smoke it

“Some people say it is morbid to be always thinking of one’s faults “That would be all very well if most of us could stop thinking of them “without soon beginning to think about those of other people. “For, unfortunately, we enjoy thinking about other people’s faults. “And in the proper sense of the wordContinue reading “put it in your pipe and smoke it”

Big Bad Mamma Jamma

Trauma vs. Faith thinking. I am scared tonight. It is 3 am and my stomach is knotted with fear. Something wicked happened deep in the bosom of my family. and I’m not sure how to get over it. (Jesus, will I ever get over it?) Freaked out:. 😨 Aaaaaaahhhh! I am so grateful tonight… 1.Continue reading “Big Bad Mamma Jamma”