Category: recovery
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Unoffendable 🌼
I used to get my feelings hurt a lot, with my girlfriends esp. I decided at some point to just tweak my thinking a bit, and turn that FOMO or whatever into imagining all the harmless scenarios which would explain the problem. I’m happy to think of them enjoying that other person without me. I […]
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Fear. Of. Missing. Out.
Suffering with MS and a heart condition. I fell recently and broke my leg. I am so sick of this bed, and depends and potty pads! Aaaaaaaaahhh!!! Friends are weeding and watering and getting their jars and lids and rings ready for preserving the harvest. Feeding their chickens and gathering eggs and brushing their dogs […]
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Parent guilt 😔 😟 🙁 😥 😞
The accuser likes to shame me about stuff I’ve done wrong with my DID. like leaving my son at the bank for two hours when he was ten and buying a gross of light bulbs across town before I woke up. Like losing my temper and shaking my daughter when she was in middle school […]
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Flashback nightmare
3 am. woke up in a cold sweat. I was there again. I hate this! straight to God and my youBible. Desperation is an excellent motivational force, I find. I am starting to heal, because even in my dream, I was starting to offer myself forgiveness. 🌼 🌸 🌻 🌹 🏵 🌼 🌸 🌻 🌹 […]
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Woman at the well
I heard a story from the BibleWhen I was just a little girlAbout a broken-hearted womanWho met the Savior of the world Thought it was just another storyOne that the preacher man would readBut as I’m sitting here at homeDrinking red wine all aloneI think that woman might be me ‘Cause tonight I feel just […]
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Broken bones 🌼 🌸 🌼
I’ve been researching about the garden of Gethsemane. meditating on the 20 hour ordeal that Jesus went through for all of us. I’m thinking about my stinky attitude. I want to change! Holy Spirit help me to bear my 5 weeks until this bone heals with humor and patience and other centered thinking. Help me. […]
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