Category: nightmares

• Reboot my ❤

  New memories. Flashback nightmare last night. Father I need a refuge right now. A safe, protected place, where I can sleep and eat and rest Then go back and fight. You are my bunker. My bivouac. (Sp?) My safe place. My good jou jou. Hide me under your wings for a little. Don’t let me […]

  strawberry0043

  December 28, 2021

  mental health or veterans issues, modern life, nightmares, S.R.A. And D.I.D. Recovery

  abuse survivors, ❤prayer, Be kind to yourself, child abandonment, child abuse, child neglect, church hurts and healing, coping, counseling, courage, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health

• Early morning chutzpah 🌼🌸💮🏵🌼🌸

  Girlfriends asleep Family asleep Hubby asleep Dogs asleep Quiet house Flu-like autoimmune symptoms Already slept off my sleep aid Maxed~out on ibuprofen and Tylenol for today Here I am Jesus: it’s just me and You. I need You;  that’s flat. I remember others who are wakeful at 3am: inmate who is stuck with the choices […]

  strawberry0043

  August 9, 2021

  autoimmune disease, Christian life, chronic pain, death of or prodigal child, depression, desert of the soul, DID, PTSD, Gethsemane lessons, guilt, shame, rejection, mental health or veterans issues, mental hospital, nightmares, suicide, Veterans issues, veterans mental health recovery

  Be kind to yourself, care home patient, chronic illness, church hurts and healing, counseling, darkness or depression, dealing with tragedy, post-abortion grief, suffering

• Big Bad Mamma Jamma

  

  Trauma vs. Faith thinking. I am scared tonight. It is 3 am and my stomach is knotted with fear. Something wicked happened deep in the bosom of my family. and I’m not sure how to get over it. (Jesus, will I ever get over it?) Freaked out:. 😨 Aaaaaaahhhh! I am so grateful tonight… 1. […]

  strawberry0043

  December 27, 2020

  Christian life, DID, PTSD, mental health recovery, nightmares, recovery, Veterans issues, veterans mental health recovery

  Childhood trauma, Christian life, conflicts, DID PTSD flashbacks veterans mental health, fears, nightmares

• Youversion.  nails it 🌻

  Oh my purple sparkly socks. You guys…. This hasn’t happened very much ( well…since I was a baby Christian, anyway. Notice how EVERYTHING seems to work for ya when you are a baby Christian??) So… I had a bad nightmare. Woke up and made sure I FELL STRAIGHT INTO JESUS’ ARMS ( Through His Word) […]

  strawberry0043

  November 9, 2020

  flash back recovery, nightmares

  Abuse, and, Christian life, dysfunctional family, hearing from God, recovery