“NEEDTOBREATHE – “LET’S STAY HOME TONIGHT” [Live From Celebrating Out of Body]” on YouTube

I was just thinking about something with Jesus. Hubby and I have friction over whether to go out or stay home quite a bit. We have regular dates 1. once a week for conflict resolution 2. and once a week for fun. And he will often say he wants to stay home. While I haveContinue reading ““NEEDTOBREATHE – “LET’S STAY HOME TONIGHT” [Live From Celebrating Out of Body]” on YouTube”

Text fight

Feminine mystique.  It’s an important thing. My hubby and I often go at it 🔨 and tongs  by text. I have found that the use of gifs and emojis is very helpful when I am 😡 at him.  I can say stuff with emojis that I CANNOT say with words very easily without him gettingContinue reading “Text fight”


Ok. Down to brass tacks here. Doesn’t every girl want a knight in shining armor to come and sweep her away? Brave. Selfless. Tender. Protective. Strong. I mean, right? One of the hardest things about growing up is the crushing let down when you realize that your Dad\boyfriend\husband ISNT ALL THAT AND A BAG OFContinue reading “Knight”

Rubber meets road

Autoimmune disease PTSD Difficult marriage Dysfunctional family 12 steps Disabled veteran Homeschooling mom Oneincome in a twoincome economy Abuse Abandonment Church hurts Just remindin’ myself.

In sickness and health? Real talk.

Ok some of my brothers might want to sit this one out. #TMI I’m having to think some hard thoughts. About potty accidents My girlfriend, whose Mom died with MS, was talking to me about permanent catheterization. What ever that’s called. I think I’m gonna have to go there sweet peeps. 🌻 when I haveContinue reading “In sickness and health? Real talk.”

Part of the plan

Make your light shine  through me ❤️ that was in my devo this morning. I’m so tired because of ~~fill in the blank~~ !  God, You’ve got to do this helpingthedisenfranchisedoftheworld business for me. I feel so distracted and beleaguered by my STUFF!!! Jesus.  PapaGod. Holy Spirit. Help me. Help us. Give us powerContinue reading “Part of the plan”

Anxiety Management 101

I was thinkin’ about this verse in I Peter. Peter was a fisherman right? So he was probably thinking of casting— as in fishing. Don’t you think? With this in mind, I looked up a video of net fishing. I wanted to get the image of casting the nets in my mind. This is howContinue reading “Anxiety Management 101”