Category: flash back recovery
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Flashback Nightmare
“Joyce Meyer 2022💕Do Not Let Your Heart Be Troubled 💕Enjoying Everyday Life” on YouTube
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Anxiety
Woke up in a funk. Discombobulated. Ugh. Went to my Youversion to have my devotions . I’m doing a study on anxiety.
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SRA yuckiness
Warning potentially triggering material proceed with caution. I had a very graphic dream last night and immediately wrote it down and am happily making plans for what I’m going to do with this information. But… I’m a little stressed out. Just in case there’s someone who’s also Survivor… I don’t want to act like it’s […]
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The truth hurts 💔
You version devo today. The day I remembered the worst stuff (I hope!) about my SRA. Stuff I did. Stuff that was done to me. devastating , and that’s a fact. “Declare this truth: “God knows me. “Pray this aloud: “Dear God, help me to rest in the knowledge that you’ll never turn your back […]
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Flashback nightmare
Jesus I feel so ashamed and traumatized and worthless. Save me. Save the innocents whom I have let down. Their faces haunt me! Come. Holy Spirit I need You now. Everyone I know is asleep or busy getting ready for work. My hubby was at work hours ago. I called my dogs in to lay […]
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Processing…
Some kids that I care about are making bad choices right now. I know Jesus will not blow sunshine about this.He will tell me the truth. Not everything that my kids do as adults is about me But some of it is. I did make some really bad mistakes Especially when the twins (child #4 […]
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Living with regret
All I ever wanted in the natural was to be a good parent. I’ve never loved or wanted to do good like when I held my babies for the first time. and It’s what I have failed the worst at. Jesus you be my reason. Be all my reasons. Let my blog help other parents […]
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Feel the burn
Lord GodI have some horrible things in my past.Things that were done to me. That I knew about. That I was powerless to stop.*************** Things that i did, myself. Blindly. Foolishly. Arrogantly. To my shame. To my sorrow.*************** You know. You were sorta THERE, however that works with sin. Can I pray for us? “PapaGod-As […]
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Youversion. nails it 🌻
Oh my purple sparkly socks. You guys…. This hasn’t happened very much ( well…since I was a baby Christian, anyway. Notice how EVERYTHING seems to work for ya when you are a baby Christian??) So… I had a bad nightmare. Woke up and made sure I FELL STRAIGHT INTO JESUS’ ARMS ( Through His Word) […]
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