Category: flash back recovery
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Flashback nightmare 😳
3:30 am. Woke up in. A cold sweat.. Yeah, you might know the drill. New memory to boot. I ran 🏃♂️ 😪 to the Bible and Jesus’ precious arms. Look what the verse of the day was. Are You READING MY MIND?! Thank. YOU HOLY ONE. I guess You are. You’re the God Who sees…
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Flashback Nightmare
“Joyce Meyer 2022💕Do Not Let Your Heart Be Troubled 💕Enjoying Everyday Life” on YouTube
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Anxiety
Woke up in a funk. Discombobulated. Ugh. Went to my Youversion to have my devotions . I’m doing a study on anxiety.
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SRA yuckiness
Warning potentially triggering material proceed with caution. I had a very graphic dream last night and immediately wrote it down and am happily making plans for what I’m going to do with this information. But… I’m a little stressed out. Just in case there’s someone who’s also Survivor… I don’t want to act like it’s…
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The truth hurts 💔
You version devo today. The day I remembered the worst stuff (I hope!) about my SRA. Stuff I did. Stuff that was done to me. devastating , and that’s a fact. “Declare this truth: “God knows me. “Pray this aloud: “Dear God, help me to rest in the knowledge that you’ll never turn your back…
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Flashback nightmare
Jesus I feel so ashamed and traumatized and worthless. Save me. Save the innocents whom I have let down. Their faces haunt me! Come. Holy Spirit I need You now. Everyone I know is asleep or busy getting ready for work. My hubby was at work hours ago. I called my dogs in to lay…
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Processing…
Some kids that I care about are making bad choices right now. I know Jesus will not blow sunshine about this.He will tell me the truth. Not everything that my kids do as adults is about me But some of it is. I did make some really bad mistakes Especially when the twins (child #4…
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Living with regret
All I ever wanted in the natural was to be a good parent. I’ve never loved or wanted to do good like when I held my babies for the first time. and It’s what I have failed the worst at. Jesus you be my reason. Be all my reasons. Let my blog help other parents…
reboot my ❤ 