Category: DID, PTSD
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monkey giblets🐒
I was so discouraged and disheartened 😔 😩 😫 this a.m.! You know? Bedbound, reduced circumstances, family problems, CPTSD, parenting regrets….you know the drill. I mean with your own stuff. Sucks monkey giblets, don’t it. There this sermon was in my feed. I love the YouTube algorithm at times. It reads my mail. Just teasing…I’m…
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Unassailable ❤
No man or woman is a threat to the purpose God has placed within you. You don’t have to measure yourself against someone else because there is no comparison. Their purpose is unique. God doesn’t create duplicates or extras, so stand firm in who you are and reject the lie that you aren’t good enough. It’s…
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Joseph and some of us ?
I was just listening to Joyce Meyers about thankfulness and acceptance for hard and Good Seasons. She was talking about her horrible childhood and how thankful she was for it. I want to take a slice of that for myself. Thank you Father for the strength that you built into me through that hard season.…
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SRA yuckiness
Warning potentially triggering material proceed with caution. I had a very graphic dream last night and immediately wrote it down and am happily making plans for what I’m going to do with this information. But… I’m a little stressed out. Just in case there’s someone who’s also Survivor… I don’t want to act like it’s…
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The truth hurts 💔
You version devo today. The day I remembered the worst stuff (I hope!) about my SRA. Stuff I did. Stuff that was done to me. devastating , and that’s a fact. “Declare this truth: “God knows me. “Pray this aloud: “Dear God, help me to rest in the knowledge that you’ll never turn your back…
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Flashback nightmare
Jesus I feel so ashamed and traumatized and worthless. Save me. Save the innocents whom I have let down. Their faces haunt me! Come. Holy Spirit I need You now. Everyone I know is asleep or busy getting ready for work. My hubby was at work hours ago. I called my dogs in to lay…
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How we roll🌼
I was thinking about this with Jesus this morning.I want to be like this in my relationships. You know?OpenTrustingNo defense Because that’s how I rollNot because the world is perfectly safe That’s how I can be impregnable, unassailable, undefeated.
reboot my ❤ 