My husband prays for our lost son every morning. It’s like his thing. 🌻 You might know this: we have prodigal son. I think about him every day. Wake up hurting over his rejection every morning. I grew up knowing this story from the Bible. But I never thought about what the prodigal mom mustContinue reading “Prodigal”

Rubber meets road

Autoimmune disease PTSD Difficult marriage Dysfunctional family 12 steps Disabled veteran Homeschooling mom Oneincome in a twoincome economy Abuse Abandonment Church hurts Just remindin’ myself.

Part of the plan

Make your light shine  through me ❤️ that was in my devo this morning. I’m so tired because of ~~fill in the blank~~ !  God, You’ve got to do this helpingthedisenfranchisedoftheworld business for me. I feel so distracted and beleaguered by my STUFF!!! Jesus.  PapaGod. Holy Spirit. Help me. Help us. Give us powerContinue reading “Part of the plan”

Safe place

Early morning waking. It’s part of grief. I used to dread it. But this time around I’m older and wiser. Pain is my friend. Jesus will teach me wisdom and humility through this loss of a health, a child, a grandchild…..maybe a marriage, a future, a dream that can never be now…. If I willContinue reading “Safe place”