I love Abide sleep meditations. Today, they included Psalm 23 I was thinking about this psalm. I memorized it, as a child, in the King James Version and I find it comforting to remember the words in the same way. A phrase jumped out at me this time: … through the valley of the… Continue reading 💣💣 coping 💣💣
I know why the caged bird sings. ~Maya Angelou
Has given me many good things.
The elemental suffering has brought much good.
takes away my busyness.
forces me to slow down.
Raised to life.
Do or die
Sink or swim
I bless my lonely life. It is teaching me to go deep with You Yahweh. You are the God who sees me.
And btw … thank you for cats. mysterious and solitary, they can be happy anywhere.
They have this cozy “zone” inside of them– curl up in a ball, close their eyes and be the epitome of cozy.
Instructive thought. Thank You God.
Ive started to feel better. Thanks to all the granola hippie stuff I’ve been doing for ten years. And God. And the magic of James 5:17.
I love to bake! I haven’t been able to do it much the last ten years.
So…..I bought a scale and put in my bathroom and I try to weigh myself whenever I feel thin (so I don’t get upset and depressed and eat a whole bunch!) Right?
Well, I got busy (!!!) And didn’t weigh myself.
For three weeks.
Dah…dah…duuuuun…..I’ve gained. Ten pounds!
I want to be more religious about weighing myself often. (It’s easier to deal with when it’s 2 lbs!)
What I’ve decided to do is something that I read about in a book (it was a mystery novel I think). I’m going to pick a cheat day. And that is the only day that I can eat whatever I want. I already have been doing intermittent fasting so my eating 4 p.m. to 9 p.m.
So….,yeah: time to deny my flesh.
This is good for me; I don’t want to be bossed around by my appetites, right? I (with God) call the shots!
As I get older
and especially as I have been in bed for 10 years
while my friends must go on without me
and really had to go to the mattresses with God (pun intended)
and spend a lot of time alone with Him
I’m getting to where I have
sense of well-being that is all through my slice of life.
Potty accidents …
all just make me more
That’s what I WANT.
Jesus thank You for quiet, humble, simple, instructive
it strips away nonsense.
It forces the issue.
It uncovers truth.
I look to You.
are all my reasons.
You know who you are. ❤
God: I have a new pain in my head.
It is 2:40 am. Everyone is sleeping in my house.
I just asked You for the strength to get dressed and get up to take some organifi. It’s all I could think to do.
Im scared that MS is forming a new schlerosis in the posterior left of my brain.
Up an c dressed, i found that my young adult son happened to be up and have some water ❤ ready to stir the organifi powder into. ( He was just going to drink it, I assume. ….Wait…. That’s rather remarkable, God. The timing. Wow.)
I’m so sick of all the chemicals which well-meaning but ignorant modern medicine folks are pushing at me because of my disease! Help me. Jesus rescue me!
You know what I need. What plants will help. Tell me.
I keep hearing Brain Derived Neurotropic Factor. BDNF. from Organifi. ok…Help me to afford this Lord. My hubby has not wanted to let us spend this money. My insurance won’t pay for alternative meds. (Though they will pay for the shots at $6000 a month which have all kinds of side effects. Thin Smile.) I think it is $80 a month for the BDNF. PLEASE provide this for me God.
Also: the message at church ⛪ yesterday! ( Elevationchurch.org guest speaker ~ 1st Sunday in September)
I felt like it was just for me. I feel like I’m in a solitary battle for my family and my health. I feel kinda picked on, in truth.
i declare this: I’m not picked ON but rather picked OUT.
Just for right now, the organifi nutrition is helping: my head pain is lessening.
getting sleepy. I will take my ashwaganda Valerian gummies. Just a sec…..
Not panicking. What’s the worst thing that can happen? OK. I’m imagining that. Now I’m putting You in that picture. ❤
I can do this. This is how I fight my battles.
Thank you Jesus. Help all the sick people and lonely people and sad people who are up facing battles alone, too, tonight.
Thanks for your
presence with us.
Each person that wants You.
Kicked the devils face in ~ beating him at his own game. at Calvary. (Gen. 3 ~ He [the Offspring] will crush his [the snake`s] head and he will bruise Your heel… emphasis mine)
JESUS. GOD WITH US. EMMANUEL.
You are the God who sees me.
I love You ….. so I’m not alone.
No matter who’s sleeping right now.