My row to hoe 💐

Up hurting over parenting stuff. 3am. Jesus You know: You were there. You are here now. You will never leave me or forsake me, right? Right. I am rebooting my ❤ now. Please. Speak to me and make me. Feel comfortable again. Sunshine on my face. Like a golden blessing from life. Warm encouraging quietContinue reading “My row to hoe 💐”

Safe 🌷

I lift up my eyes to you, to you who sit enthroned in heaven. As the eyes of slaves look to the hand of their master, as the eyes of a female slave look to the hand of her mistress, so our eyes look to the Lord our God, till he shows us his mercy.Continue reading “Safe 🌷”

Attitude adjustment 🌼🌸🌻🌹

Jesus help me and my friends to deal with hard stuff in this life. Rejection. Loneliness. Ugly hearts…. Open our eyes to see the Truth. Your true colors. Shining through. That why I love You. 🎶 Thanks for summer bbqs, and cold beer 🍺 and chili dogs. Thank You for my cat who is Sphinx-like:Continue reading “Attitude adjustment 🌼🌸🌻🌹”

Flip flop 🌷

All this energy issues from Christ: God raised him from death and set him on a throne in deep heaven, in charge of running the universe, everything from galaxies to governments, no name and no power exempt from his rule. And not just for the time being, but forever . He is in charge ofContinue reading “Flip flop 🌷”

Plan for weakness 💐

I figured it out: Why I miss whole…chunks…of…time regarding planned activities: I just now did it again; and this time I was watching 👀. Background info: Yesterday was a terrible health day: I was at Defcon 5 all day with a migraine. I tried everything and finally won. I was praying alllll day just toContinue reading “Plan for weakness 💐”

Who’s sleeping right now?

You know who you are. ❤ God: I have a new pain in my head.  It is 2:40 am.  Everyone is sleeping in my house.  I just asked You for the strength to get dressed and get up to take some organifi.  It’s all I could think to do. Im scared that MS is formingContinue reading “Who’s sleeping right now?”

Forgiving myself 🌻

“Everyone says forgiveness is a lovely idea, until they have something to forgive,” C.S. Lewis wrote. ” I think Peter would have agreed. He knew pontificating about forgiveness was a whole lot easier than practicing it. “It’s the doing that gets tough. “But it’s the doing that should characterize the child of God. To returnContinue reading “Forgiving myself 🌻”