four o’clock – because I just had the worst flashback nightmare of the last 6 months, I am up. I trying to put myself back together quietly. (My family is asleep, like normal folk.)
I have DID. I have been to so many therapists! Trying to figure out what is wrong with me and then trying to get healed. Nightmare. I bet some of you know about that. Non-threatening grammaHug.
It’s time to go to the mattresses again.
I’m so sick of being sick!
Aaaaaaaaahhh! I . Need. Mental. Help.
Intervention! I feel like Joni Earekson Tada only this is 1978 and there is no help for people like me and the Church is still leaderless about people like me.
I came straight to God. Youversion and boundaries.me are my first stop.
The Word, and the Church, I mean. right?
I need a miracle.
I need…?
Ps I know that Youversion has a prayer feature. Goin’ there next.
Jesus help.
Thank You for being there for me so many times through all the years. ❤ 💙 💜
reboot my ❤ 
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