I was thinking with the Holy Spirit this 🌄 morning about excellence. What am I regarding as the focus of my existence? Where am I spending my time and energy? My resources?
Yeah, the Youversion devo today by Vance K Jackson was talking about our jobs–what we do for money…our career. I get that. It’s important for us because our treasure says where our heart is, right?
I think this is part of the answer for my feminine self. I’ve been one of those manipulative Rebekah-moms who will shoot herself in the foot and DIE for love–damnit, KILL THEM ALL for love!!!
God was messing with this today during my morning sit. What has this dieforlove-kind-of-thinking gotten me and my 👪?!?
Crash and B-U-R-N, that’s what.
I want to get away from the supermom thing. …go for more other-centered-servant-hearted thinking.
Keep. My. Eyes. On. Jesus.
For me a job has just been a way to pay the bills. My hubby would resonate more with the career thing. BUT my ❤ has been with my kids. With giving them the childhood I never had. I think I’ve gone too far with this. (Shoot! I’ve been hearing since 7th grade “you try too hard.” And I haven’t known what to do with that. How do you stop trying too hard?)
Lord. You’re gonna be my one thing, not achieving supermom-hood. ❤ 💙 💜