God has been helping me to reframe my illnesses. I am seeming to get worse in my physical body, that is a sure thing: but He is changing my outlook just as surely.
(How? I have no idea. But He has NO trouble getting His point across, does He? and I AM basically a captive audience – I’m mostly bedridden – so yeah. )
Obviously I’m lonely and bored and whatever…but I am learning to see this pain as basically the death throes of my darn flesh.
I am thankful for so many things! I make lists. (!)
I nokiddingtreasure all the quiet times with God and my Bible. (!!)
I’m changing, you guys. (!!!) Slowly, painfully and surely.