The reason I ask people for stuff (hot drink, blanket, socks, etc.)

(To the point of becoming needy, exhausting myself. driving them away, and becoming completely ridiculous)

Is because

(Drum roll, please)

I did not——

 learn to give 
and to receive 

love and significance and joy

I was too busy surviving my childhood.

Q said, ” Have you ever thought of just saying hi? “




(The sound you are hearing is of a lightening bolt striking my brain.)


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