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Ten years ago…

(I KNOW this sounds mystic, but I CAN’T doubt it.)

(I’ve tried.)

(It was too REAL, you know?  Realest thing to ever happen to me.  I can understand why “let there be light.” Is STILL going after ten thousand years or whatever. )

Anyway…
…….ten years ago .

I didn’t know I had MS making me fruit loops…  Screwing up my Brain Chemicals. Before my diagnosis.

I found myself in the waiting room of the county mental health office,

Having narrowly escaped a 24hour lock up with a thorezine drip the night before at the ER of the local hospital. (Because I promised to come here this morning.)

Sleepless and stressed out after my night in ER medical lock up with its accompanying strip search and police guard.

Confused and scared. What is WRONG with me!?

I was awaiting my appointment.

God stopped EVERY thing for me.  It was like frozen in time for minute.  With little lights in the air like ticker tape. 

 this song came on the radio:

https://youtu.be/TA1W-pHNKl8

“This is how I feel about You, dear. ” –Jesus

Ten years ago.

About a minute

that changed life.

I’m still running off of that Word.

I can do this. He loves me.🌻