I want to learn to be satisfied. 🌻
As I head in to my 50th year on August 14th of 2020,
I have what the Lord has given.
My basically happy, hard-working marriage.
My five (plus one triplet and another son in heaven) beautiful children.
My prodigal son who (whom?) I miss every single day.
My dead parents who tried so hard to be good and very occasionally even succeeded.
My basically cozy home that hubby and I have built.
Our all-important friendships with God that we have both invested EVERYTHING in.
My splintery autoimmune disease.
My sputtering-out heart.
My special needs kiddos.
My beloved brother, who has hurt me about as badly as humanly possible.
My kind, faithful 🐕s who are totally like I want to be when I grow up.
This is my life.
I want to be joyful in it and have contentment in it. 🌻
I am thankful.