I am an introvert.

That is inalienably and unalterably true about me.

DEFinitely how I came out of the shute.

This means that I get energy from being by myself.

okay, so

How do I live out God’s command to love?

um….There it is

in the Bible

over and over.

Love sort of requires more than one person. It’s like a given or something, right? (except for God who has that trinity thing going on.)

Father, You’re the one who made me like this. I need some guidance here. I’ve got to stop criticizing myself

and instead start finding out how to be me in the light of scripture.

Ponderings:

Pray. That command is an introvert’s dream, basically.

Write. a very by myself activity

One on one–

Facebook Chat. Blogging. this is the perfect venue for me.

I enjoy People In very Very small doses.

Like one at a time.

Monitor myself. How is my energy?

plan for alone\recharge time if I choose to be with people for some reason. (Like after my daughter comes to visit. Or after church ⛪ if we ever get to go back there again.🌻after Celebrate Recovery meeting).

could this be why I am often strangely relieved by being chronically ill?

Autoimmune stuff…..Heart problems…..

It’s not as bad as all that.

It gives me an EXCUSE to be much alone.

I want to avoid judging myself and instead look for ways to do what God says.

is Alone the same as lonely?

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