Push comes to shove

Jesus I need YOU now

“Even though I don’t like it, even though I don’t understand it, even though I know he could and he should but he’s not, yet will I trust in the Lord my God.”

Craig Groeschel Hope in the Dark, youversion Devo today

Woke Up hurting over my stuff, as is part of grieving.

RAN (I DID NOT SAY WALKED) to God in His word at Youversion

(Deep shaky breath.)

Even though my finances are scary and I can’t see our future, yet I will trust in You.

Even though I don’t know when I will see my prodigal again. And he doesn’t want the name we gave him, and I do not know how a human being can stand this much pain without spontaneous combustion ocurring…

Yet I will trust in the Lord my God.

Even though I asked to be healed and He said Not yet, yet I will trust in the Lord my God.

Even though I don’t see my grandchild as much as I would like, yet I will trust in the Lord my God.

Even though I am baffled by being mentally ill and a Christian, yet I will trust in the Lord My God.

Even though our car caught on fire and we had to cancel our vacation, yet I will trust in the Lord my God.

Even though I thought I could trust this older Christian woman and she misjudged me and slimed me, yet I will trust in the Lord my God.

Published by strawberry0043

i am married to my best friend. I love Jesus more than life. I have an autoimmune disorder. I have joyfully born five children and been pregnant with seven. I have a disabled child. I have a mentally ill family member who abused my child and lied about it. I have one prodigal child who I may never see again.💚 I enjoy dealing with life as it is, not as it should be.💚 I have been unhappily and happily married to one man since 1995 (thank heaven!) I want to encourage💚 share hope in my world💚 Remind us and equip us to live in this difficult century. 💚June 2020

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