Flip side

Twenty-five years ago, I turned my big brother in to the authorities for abusing. He was sentenced to prison for 11 years

I have never really been sorry .

I was today.

When my oldest kids judged and excluded me from something.

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This must be how my Mom felt. She’s in heaven.

I Get it now.

I did do the right thing.

I would still do it because of my little cousin.

But I would be a lot nicer about it.

Less bull in a china shop more kind compassionate.

Moral high ground….

It’s lonely there.

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I’m sorry I hurt you.

I could have been part of your healing. Maybe I can still.

But I wasn’t then. Sooooo obsessed with justice!

Its a big thing to forgive me for, I know.

I kinda know what Joseph meant now.

You meant it for evil, but God meant it for good, to accomplish the saving of many lives.

Genesis 50:20

Moral high ground: you gotta have it,

but,

it’s not all its cracked up to be.

Published by strawberry0043

i am married to my best friend. I love Jesus more than life. I have an autoimmune disorder. I have joyfully born five children and been pregnant with seven. I have a disabled child. I have a mentally ill family member who abused my child and lied about it. I have one prodigal child who I may never see again.💚 I enjoy dealing with life as it is, not as it should be.💚 I have been unhappily and happily married to one man since 1995 (thank heaven!) I want to encourage💚 share hope in my world💚 Remind us and equip us to live in this difficult century. 💚June 2020

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