Keepin’ it real 🌻

 

​facebook messenger.

TALKING

 Way easier for me this way.

I get super tired

I know it seems easy to others, maybe.  It used to, to me, before I got sick about ten years ago.

Fer sure.

But having a conversation is so hard for some of us because of:

  1. where the MS lesions are at in our brains
  2.  or our hormones are messed up
  3.  or we have MEGA levels of toxins in our blood from meds, or past addiction
  4. or (me) not being able to eliminate toxins.

#canstilltakemyselfpotty-yes!nodiapers!

#canstillenjoysexthankyoujesus!

#cantrememberyournameunlessilearneditbeforeigotsick

#cantleavethestovebecause-firehazard

Just keeping track of a sentence is, frankly, exhausting.

N

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W

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M

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It’s why I don’t

  • go to church
  • Drive
  • go to lunch with friends
  • Meet new people

 

Remembering

what I just said, what you just said, who you are and your name keeping my teeth in my mouth and my hair on my head during a chat…

THAT takes working memory.

Even following a recipe is exhausting.

Good frickin grieffffff….!

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This way of talking (FB MESSENGER) I can see it 👀 and keep myself together and follow some logical thought and sound less like an old bat.

Make sense? 🌻
I Can’t be the only one.  Just sayin.

#MS AND AUTISM (And chemical addiction or PTSD) ARE EPIDEMIC in the US

#bethechurch

#strongertogether

#breakingoursilence

We deserve a frickin’ hug. 🌻

Published by strawberry0043

i am married to my best friend. I love Jesus more than life. I have an autoimmune disorder. I have joyfully born five children and been pregnant with seven. I have a disabled child. I have a mentally ill family member who abused my child and lied about it. I have one prodigal child who I may never see again.💚 I enjoy dealing with life as it is, not as it should be.💚 I have been unhappily and happily married to one man since 1995 (thank heaven!) I want to encourage💚 share hope in my world💚 Remind us and equip us to live in this difficult century. 💚June 2020

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