Walking it out

Hubby and I had intense fellowship tonight.

Boundaries.

With our bisexual ?  son

What do we do if he brings his guy to thanksgiving? Is there even a real guy or was that just a thing in college?  Will we ever have another family thanksgiving?

With our deceased parents.  

With our one living parent who is one of our offenders. But is also still our parent\grand.

With pastors who tend to be unsafe ? emotionally

Will we ever be able to trust again?

With brother who abused a child and lied about it and is getting away with it and getting old.

Yikes.  I can feel my eye starting to twitch.

Families are so 

Wonderful

Infuriating

Heartbreaking

Complicated
Jesus.

Holy Spirit.

Father.

Tell us how to walk with mercy and justice and humility.🌻

We need Your love 💘

Published by strawberry0043

i am married to my best friend. I love Jesus more than life. I have an autoimmune disorder. I have joyfully born five children and been pregnant with seven. I have a disabled child. I have a mentally ill family member who abused my child and lied about it. I have one prodigal child who I may never see again.💚 I enjoy dealing with life as it is, not as it should be.💚 I have been unhappily and happily married to one man since 1995 (thank heaven!) I want to encourage💚 share hope in my world💚 Remind us and equip us to live in this difficult century. 💚June 2020

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