Flashback nightmare. Again.
How do I comfort myself without an addiction? My mother is not here. (Shoot. Some of the flashbacks are about her.)
So. I still have to get up and have my ☕. How?
Rubber meets road.
Jesus i need You. I’ve got kids who need me. I’ve got a job here. I cannot give in. I need some chutzpah.
There are no atheists in foxholes. *
Turned to my Bible. Ended up in Lamentations… support group for my soul. I feel better.
Thank You God. You get me. 🌻
* 1954 September 9, The Daily Mail, Col. Kenneth E. Reecher Assuming Key Air Force Command in England, Start Page 1, Quote Page 8, Column 2, Hagerstown, Maryland. (Newspapers_com)